ROMPERZ

THE ULTIMATE

2009-07-06T08:45:00.000-07:00

NO CLASS TILL FRIDAY....

IM BORED, I SHOULDNT BE BORED. WHY?? ASSIGNMENT'S DUE DATE IS AT THE CORNER AND FINAL IS SO SOON. SCARY-NYA....

WHAT I DID..?
STUDY CONTRACT [ EXCLUSION CLAUSE ]
LISTENING TO ADAM LAMBERT'S IDOL SONGS; BACKSTREET BOYS AND CHRIS DAUGHTRY.
BATTLING WITH THE 'HUNTED' TOUGHTS. "HATE IT"
LOST MY WAY BACK!! TOOK THE WRONG WAY. DROVE ALL THE WAY TO THE SHAH ALAM TOLL (NO IDEA WHAT TOLL WAS THAT)

SHARE WITH YOUUU GUYS
THERE IS A LESBIAN COUPLE BEFORE MY EYES HUGGING SO INTIMATELY. DONT WORRY, THEY ARE CHINESE. FREELY EXPRESSING THEMSELVES. SYOK-NYA. I HAD THE THOUGHT THEY WERE GAY..FROM THE FIRST LOOK. BOTH FROM DIFFERENT COLLEGE. ONE FROM ONE COLLEGE IN SUBANG AND ANOTHER FROM KL. THEY MET, AND THE ' LOVE STORY' GOES ON !!

ALSO
A GIRL WHO HAS A BOYFRIEND TOYING AROUND WITH ANOTHER GUY WHO IS TWO YEARS YOUNGER THAN HER. EVERYONE THOUGHT THEY ARE AN 'ITEM'. WHEN, IT SHOULD BE ' ITEM PLUS 'S' '. WHAT ABOUT HER CURRENT BOY BOY..OO?? NAUGHTY BITCH !! THATS THE POWER WHEN YOU ARE EXTREMELY BEAUTIFUL.

Just know it

2009-07-05T08:38:00.000-07:00

I have friends are having a special feeling for someone they admired lots....

Its good. Not many would elaborate further. When you fall for someone, isnt it better to express it like i did before???

Relationship thing is there at my list..is it my priority?? I dont want to think it IS. Aunty Lily said this all will fall naturally..when times come, you JUST know it.

Sunday Class

2009-07-05T08:31:00.000-07:00

I love Sunday class...unlike any typical weekday classes. It was awkward at first..but boleh tahan laa.

Had vegetarian Indian Food...Im not a big fan for healthy food. Im a 'meat' person. The meal I had was Khasmir Fried Rice. So, there was a difference. It taste like butter rice. It wasnt well seasoned..and was extremely oily. Overall, was okay only. The most shocking was that, they have the sea coconut ice blended..which was GREAT!! I love it lots.

ROLLER COASTER

2009-07-04T02:04:00.000-07:00

LIFE IS UNCERTAIN. A MINUTE CAN CHANGE YOUR LIFE. I MEAN IMPACT US REAL GOOD.

YEAH,YESTERDAY WAS A DRAMATIC DAY FOR ME. I HATE YESTERDAY. THATS WHY I LOOK SO FORWARD TODAY ..IN HEALING MYSELF. MY WEARY HEART.

HONESTLY, I DONT LIKE THE AH BENGS AND AH LIENS (WHICHEVER WAY YOU SPELL IT) I MEAN, EVEN ITS A FASHION THING..BUT THERE'S A BOUNDARY WHEN FASHION MEETS RUBBISH. CLOTH AND SHITS JUST DONT GO TOGETHER. HAIRSTYLE, OVER THE TOP..I MEAN IS IT NECESSARY AT ALL??? HAIHZ...

OUTING (FLASHBACK)

I REALLY FELT 'HOME' TODAY. ADORE AND ENJOY MY FORM 6 FRIENDS TILL NOW. THEY ROCK!! ITS AMAZING FEELING. I WAS INTERROGATED REALLY BAD IN LRT..AS THOUGH I'VE JUST COMMITTED AN OFFENCE..WHICH I DIDNT. I LOVE TO UPDATE MY LIFE TO MY CLOSE CLOSE BUDDIES AND NOT TO ACQUAINTANCES...AND..THATS WHY I DIDNT GO FOR THE BIDARIANZ GATHERING. *HONEST* I DONT WANT TO BE SEEN AS A MYSTERIOUS GIRL.

LOVE LIFE

IM NOT SEEING ANYONE. BACK IN FORM 6, YEAH..I LIKE SOMEONE NEXTDOOR. BUT WHAT THE HELL, SHE'S GETTING MARRIED THIS YEAR. I WAS A SHAKEN BUT I NEVER THOUGHT OF SUICIDAL..AT ALL !! LIFE IS MUCH MORE THAN THIS!!

SO, I TURN TO GOD. TURN MY WAY AROUND.

SHE'S OUT OF MY LIFE,BUT GOD'S IN

EVERYTHING CHANGED. I BECAME THE GIRL I ALWAYS DREAMT OF. SMART. I HAVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY REVISING MY STUDIES AND ABLE TO PRESENT SUPERB TUTORIAL WORKS WELL AND PRESENTATIONS. I AM SO IMPRESSED. THATS WHEN I CHANGED..MY WAY...

MAY 16....

I WAS INVITED TO HER BIRTHDAY PARTY. I DIDNT ATTEND. I HEARD NO UPDATES..I THOUGHT SHE CANCELLED IT...BUT SHE DIDNT!! NEVERTHELESS, ITS BETTER I DONT GO. AWAY FROM THE DISTRACTION...

SMACKED BY

2009-07-03T06:20:00.000-07:00

LECTURER WAS FRUSTRATED AND INCONVINCED ABOUT OUR CAPABILITY. WE SUCK SO BAD...I MEAN THAT BAD ??

ALRIGHT, SHE SAID IN AN EXTREME CONVINCING TONE THAT..ONLY A FEW WOULD MAKE IT THROUGH TO UK. ONLY A HANDFUL WILL DO WELL. THE REST...? JUST SLEEP UNDER COCONUT TREE BY THE BEACH READING "HOW TO END WITHOUT BEGIN? "

SHE SAID FURTHER THAT FOR THE FIRST IN A LONG TIME,THIS CLASS COULD BE THE WORST. AND I SAID TO MYSELF "WTH??" I CERTAINLY AGREED WITH HER ON ONE POINT THAT THE UOL STUDENTS ARE ACTUALLY MORE CAPABLE THAN THE TRANSFER STUDENTS.

LOOK AT THEM!!

CARELESS

2009-07-03T06:15:00.000-07:00

DEPRESSING MOOD!!

THE PRESENTATION WAS MISERABLE. I BLAME MYSELF. I GAVE THE WRONG REMEDY. CARELESSNESS. STUPID STUPID STUPID ME!!

NOW THE WORLD KNOWS IM STUPID.

SHOULD HAVE GONE FOR NEGLIGENCT RATHER FOR INNOCENT. SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER. STILL..

I FEEL SO STUPID......

BANG BANG BOOM

2009-07-03T06:05:00.000-07:00

CAR ACCIDENT!!

TOP VIEW FROM THE ORGANIC CAFE.

YUP, I HAD MY MISERABLE SUPER HEALTHY LUNCH IN THE ORGANIC CAFE. I HATED IT!! THANK GOD, MY FRIEND BELANJA ME!! PHEW.....

Doing The Impossible

2009-06-30T21:37:00.000-07:00

Im happy that Im bad in maths. Im happy for making myself so dumb, sad for no apparent reason. My results for my tutorials have been consistently good. Im just amazed for God' s second chance.

August will be my final. This month is revision time. Im hoping to get my contract law assignment done as soon as possible!! Im aiming to do accomplish the impossible. I really hope i can. SERIOUSLY!!

a difft

2009-06-29T03:12:00.000-07:00

I love myself for hating photocopied books. I want to be original. Be original. Completed my Public Law and Criminal Law assignment and my viva for ELS..left one to GO !! Contract Law !! Havent started. Just came back from class..lecturer just finished up the syllabus. 1/3 of the students attended because the Criminal Assignment due date is tomorrow.

Everytime..

2009-05-17T07:16:00.000-07:00

I recalled my final constitutional tutorial class. Seriously, I was caught by surprise. Initially I didnt want to do the tutorial because I have no intention to do Human Rights Act 1998. By grace, I did it. Lecturer wanted the whole class to participate. The marker pen was passed around. As it passed to my former classmate..I kinda got the feeling she was not prepare for it...but,anyway..she wrote on the board..THIS

"if declaration incompatible, can declare"..

For me, its REALLY funny when I saw the LOOK at my lecturer's face. Its kinda.."Huh?" She was expected something like THIS...

"Judges may make declaration of incompatibility"

So as Im doing my assignment, I cant help myself by laughing !!!!!! It was funny...and I really miss it.Everytime,....

update

2009-05-11T08:04:00.000-07:00

Blogging seemed so boring..since my return to PJ. Probably because im in a place where joy fills me up so easily. Boredom hardly comes. I seize the opportunity of create an entertainment rather to find one.

Currently reading, learning and studying about Mistake; Contract Law. Honestly, I have been a bad bad girl when I was in my former college. Hardly, would I pay attention in class..most probably I was back bencher then.

Im looking for a chance to redeem myself. Im hoping I can make it good.

Love.....

Ideal need. Seriously, im afraid to be alone. No one to share my love. Im not in a rush, mind you!! YUP, I like someone. But...its highly unlikely to be with. I just hope for a chance. She knows Im different from the norm. I find myself very happy indeed- everytime I received her sms and her calls. She would call me Friday noon from her work. I hardly call her...

updates

2009-05-10T03:40:00.000-07:00

The McKendrick Contract Law

I passed it to a lecturer. He supposed to help me to return it to the library. Instead, he passed it to someone else to return it. What the hell right ? Now, the book is lost.

16 May 2009

Its her 21st Birthday party in advance. Her actual birthday falls on the 19th. Im 100 % sure she invited her former Form 6 classmates which apparently they aint like anyone from my class. I wonder does it include me ??? If I go.. I would be probably down dead tired..i have class in the morning itself.!! And if i go, i need to spend $$$$..?? Oh..but I reaallllly miss her and hate her too. hahaha...

24 May 2009

To meet up with Faye Teng and Yew San. Im not sure its still on.Hahaha..I think should be.

26 May 2009

The deadline for my Public Law assignment.!!!!!!

NOW...
Hurrry with my tutorial homeworks.
Both Contract and ELS !!!!

Doubtful about her

2009-05-04T06:07:00.000-07:00

We talked again..we sort out our differences. She started to plaster my heart with her words. She is different..She cares for me..when I just underwent a dental surgery. She invited me to her birthday....still doubts still linger within me..

mixture feelings

2009-04-30T01:57:00.000-07:00

O.O

Yesterday I was happy..so extremely happy!! NOW, I just want to kill myelf. I am greatly annoyed by this brother. He thinks he's great or champion whatever he's doing. (-.-) !!!!

He made my life as miserable as can be. Right now...but Im still keeping it cool. BUT, my patience slowly will burnt off. I dont want to looose myself control. If thats the way he continues to brand himself....what more can i say ??

Yesterday, I was happy because of someone someone...I mean she really touches me so deep inside. She is indeed a playful gal just like me. Playful friends make me happy!! We crapped so much until 2 am...HAHA..from 8pm...

Oh,well..she is the joy in my life!!

Okay

2009-04-26T02:46:00.000-07:00

I cant say how honour I am.. when I found out I got a 2nd lower for my tutorial on Saturday. From a *cough cough cough* to where I am now..it makes me smile a lot bigger. For that matter, should I reward myself ?

At night, I read up on Jury. Knowing that the assignment questions are coming up REAL soon; its just best to really really study NOW. Time will consumped so much on assignmentS. Literally, no time to spare for others.

Facebook; seriously many are now engaging in a relationship. Those of them are not my buddies; just acquaitances. I just felt its just matter of time my friends will be one of those too. Slowly by slowly, staying single is no longer an option.

Lets, hope my life changes for the better...

how i did ??

2009-04-24T07:09:00.000-07:00

I got back my tutorial paper back..it was actually a good result but not great. Not too happy or crazy about it..but what the heck. So long as Im satisfied, im contented.

It was a open book test. *disappointed* I thought it would be a real test. Everyone was so insanely busy referring to theirs notes especially Q&A book to figure a way to answer the question.

I saw the smartest girl referring too. So, i guess i might as well take the advantage of referring. Whatever, it is...i hope to forget today.

TEST

2009-04-23T02:10:00.000-07:00

TEST !!

I dont dare to bet I'll do well and certainly dont dare to declare that I wont do badly. Clearly, I realised that the way I used to approach the question is so much different comparing to right now.How to know when you're ready for test ? Everytime when exams draw near, we would self doubt. Questions and worries filled our mind. We will ponder over and over again. Still, life has to go on. Gotta find the strength to believe somehow.

Better Now...

2009-04-22T08:14:00.000-07:00

Healed..once I gargled the warm salt water before bed. LOL
Checked for treatment in the Internet. It works !!
Happy Happy Happy

Thank You for the promise. Thank You for returning my book.
And yeah, my new book is with my close buddy. At least, I have more faith in her.
Tomorrow................?
I hate lazy and inefficient people. Stubbornness creates a lot of hardships in my life.
Why cant people be simpler ?
Would have made a lot of difference...*tsk tsk*

UNWELL

2009-04-21T09:19:00.000-07:00

irritating throat...
uncomfortable feeling...weak yet disturbed
equals to suffering......
T T

When pain is enough

2009-04-20T07:34:00.000-07:00

When comes to pain...wah seriously beh tahan.
Thinking about my wisdom teeth..I seriously thinking of not going through with the braces anymore.
I have to extract my wisdom teeth because both of them are growing horizontally. It will defeat the purpose of having a braces on.. if i chose not to proceed with the extraction. *cries*

From zero to hero..

2009-04-18T07:57:00.000-07:00

Lets talk about class..

'WE' did a presentation on C (a minor) v DPP 1994 QBD. Initially we suppose to be in a group. But some left to join the other group. Left two..me and my buddy. My buddy was absent for the last week class..so,the burden its on me!!

Some groups..they have as much as 8 a group. Mine only two with one exception. *Handicapped'

Some groups they have laptops.. while we dont. Some groups, they have THE smartest ppl ( not as brilliant as the stalker laa) and we dont. Neither of us are of her calibre. Apa nak buat sekarang..??

Before our turn to present.. I whispered to my buddy that I will tell her what to write on the board based on what I know. And so sudden, my another close buddy came to class just minutes before our turn. I asked for her book and quickly search under Crime and Disorder Act 1998.That friend wasnt part of my group,tho..just WHEN we really need an extra one..*cries*

Our draft essay structure..at first was horrible. As I instruct her what to write a spontaneous one --a total different version form the draft..I did present too. Guess what?? Mine was the BEST of the lots. Lecturer was like praising us. Im like so happy. My product. My buddy was amazed and proud of me. My buddy was like saying.." you are so smart". From zero to hero, huh..

Mine was compared specifically with stalker's roomate's SAM former 'friend'..hers was a mess. wrong statute. Statute already appealed..masih guna yang lama punya..Inti v Inti..

Hopefully stalker will be proud of me..hehe

I saw the look at ppl..I just hope they dont hate me..

Honestly..im just happy that im not actually stupid. Defeating the biggest group plus having an added advantage with their laptops..is my proudest moment. ^ ^

CONTRACT GROUP

For my contract group, a couple also from Inti tried to counter my points. Once, I counter back. They never speak up again. Did I like scare them ?? Guess what..my answer was the right one. haha.. ^ ^

BETTER LEADER

But im a better leader compare to that bitch. She basically instruct people to do work. She rarely come to class. She act as though she is so 'BIG'...but actually smaller than me in the inside. I mean seriously. I just need stalker's help...what am i going to with her, Even, buddy said she's so bossy. I actually encourage my members to discuss. Although, literally asking chinese educated ppl to talk is literally commiting suicide.*sorry* So reserved. Even my lecturer got fed up the same members in my group. But, I wont give up on them.

They will be different..and I will do it my way.

Lovemo

2009-04-15T20:37:00.000-07:00

Friends have been very emo lately. Rushing to be in a relationship. 'Peer Pressure'.

Some of those, hunger for a second chance.

Some...just lost.

If i were them..I look to God for HOPE !! *smilez*

awakening...to break the silence

2009-04-15T05:48:00.000-07:00

This should be ONE way to describe MOST of my group members !!!!! *cries*

Only ME and my friend break the silence or..FORCED to.

When I put forward an argument to counter their points, I hope a feedback at least. Its okkay, no one is right or wrong...yet.....*cries*

Dont worry Im not like THAT Boss..I chose to encourage while she commands!!

My crush

2009-04-13T02:44:00.000-07:00

HAHA..hope the title did not mislead uuuuuu !!! Im currently not into anybody since *cough cough*

Now, my attention is books and MORE books !! Crazy,right???? My Gary Slapper and David Kelly is ready to be collected. lol. Just when I thought I have to wait until June !!! KLCC, here I come !!

Inhuman

2009-04-13T02:30:00.000-07:00

Two thieves laughed away as the pillion rider threw the victim's handbag right in front of my car !! How cruel ..? Its like they dont feel terrible at all for their crime !! Not remorseful. Young, and useless. No hope. Only darkness. *INHUMAN*

Jesus Paid the Price

2009-04-11T01:11:00.000-07:00

Good Friday marks a VERY special day for us in our lives. He's the ONE who gave us a second chance when the world denies it. He defies all logic and rationality. He is my friend.

Jesus Christ is HIS name. He died to pay the debt for our sins. He beared it all. He redeemed us from guilt and shame. All for His love for us. Proven !!

" Who am I? That the eyes that see my sinWould look on me with loveAnd watch me rise again.Who am I? That the voice that calmed the sea,Would call out through the rain,And calm the storm in me.

Not because of who I am,But because of what you've done.Not because of what I've done,But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,Here today and gone tomorrow,A wave tossed in the ocean,A vapor in the wind.Still you hear me when I'm calling,Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,And you've told me who I am.I am yours. "

Dont mess with me...

2009-04-08T04:58:00.000-07:00

Its cruel enough to control me,gal. You hardly know me!! lol. You may be the BOSS, but im the BIGGER boss than you are!!

Ouch

2009-04-08T04:51:00.000-07:00

Careless..Dinner was in the oven. Just heated only. Digging my dinner on the oven tray (as it stuck to the tray)..and there my hand accidentally touched the top!!
So handicap now...**sad**
Shoud be alright in a couple of minutes. ^ ^

a hope laa

2009-04-01T22:38:00.000-07:00

I just added a link to her blog. A girl with heart to adore and warm your soul. She's unbelievable friendly. She is the chosen ONE. And Im her angel.^ ^

Having known a stalker back in Inti, both of them share the ONE same similarities. That is the ' FUNNY ONE '. A term which my buddy would define me. lol.

Essay on royal prerogative. Of course, im doing that but having think that Sir havent return our assignments yet made me wonder if he has the time to mark it. I've completed my diminished responsibility. A page long which I dont think I would have MUCH of that time to write that long during exam. My mind literally focusing on time. Rushing!!!

My only hope now is that we'll have tutorial classes. I bet my classmates would give me a GOOD knock on the head. I see my time just passing by. Not sure if I know how to write a A class answer like my stalker did. I wish I know.

a list 2

2009-03-31T20:44:00.000-07:00

Criminal class later...

Haha..contract class will be no longer in the evening !! Its in the morning starting from this week onwards. *JOY*

Tomorrow no class..and tomorrow is the opening screen for Fast and the Furious. Should I ?? Or to save $$$ ?

Oh..I chopped my hair !! Its RM 18!! I like the hairstylist. Friendly and cool. Now, I feel so upgraded !! *lol*

HAHA..gtg now!! Lunch time !!

Todays Breakfast...

2009-03-29T19:26:00.000-07:00

Lazy to make a proper one..but these two are favourate snacks!! Oh,by the way..thats the finacial calculator which cost RM 100!! Ouch!! And my laptop at the background.

Sunday

2009-03-29T19:19:00.000-07:00

Back after dinner in SS 2.. I ran through a quick revision on Misrepresentation and Diminished Responsibility. Jenson Button won the Australia Grand Prix!! And, Kubica and Vettel collided three laps before the finish line. What????

Congrats Jenson !!

empty days with me dating my books.

2009-03-25T23:07:00.000-07:00

I dont really enjoy when my days are empty. Fill my days with reading and more readingS. Only my mind to share and connect to. " Do you understand this little brainny? " I have five questions to answer in contract law. (Consideration).

Two of those are UOL questions and the other THREE are of UK Transfer. Its a group thinggy. Most chose the offer and acceptance plus consideration. Its easier now that we have discussed

it already.

Its really funny to hear those who never once open their damn book to study about it. All sorts of ridiculous answers. I just kept saying " NO" and more "NOs". Oh,well..they must be having great ppl around who care enough for their friends. Someone who says "YES!" to companion and "NO" to busy or sick, all those f*cking excuses.

thanks a lot

2009-03-25T03:21:00.000-07:00

Just came back....*hungry*

"Look at her face,already know she's a smart gal"

"You know this girl is very smart"

"Im sure you are a smart gal"

THANK UUUUU....all!! It definetly did boost the level of MY confidence. Thats what you'll get if you study and stay innocent. Such quiet confidence.

What It feels like to be In IT...

2009-03-21T03:51:00.000-07:00

My Breakfast-S and Bithday cake-S

2009-03-21T03:44:00.000-07:00

CRAZY me!!

2009-03-20T08:24:00.000-07:00

I dont want to be a egoist..I ask for a apology. And Im still waiting for her acceptance!! It was my fault that I snapped upon receiving her msg. The truth is..I know its so silly of me to be provoked for such petty thing.

Unexpected presentation

2009-03-17T20:49:00.000-07:00

"Without the separation of power, the rule of law will not exist"

Apa nak buat dulu? Kena bina kumpluan. Masing-masing mesti ada tujuh orang. Kumpulan saya adalah kumpulan ketujuh. Kawan-kawan ini suka syok sendiri!! Saya diundi untuk present the draft answer. Majority vote! Saya ingat saya akan pengsan tapi saya rasa sungguh selesa pula. Mr K jerit "Hallelujah" kerana isi terakhir adalah isi yang dia sedang tunggu-tunggukan. 'Human Rights Act 1998"

Saya ingin mengucapkan terima kasih kepada semua ahli kumpulan saya atas kerjasama mereka!! Thanks a lot!!

Error On page..

2009-03-16T06:02:00.000-07:00

Error On page...

"Thanks for the Birthday wishes!!" a common line I used to reply my buddies!! Honestly, I do appreciate it a lot!! Three of those went to the extend to wish me, which I'm so grateful for!! Thank You!! Muaxxx!!

13 March, like most chinese believe that the day AFTER one's birthday is the MOST unluckiest day THAT one could imagine!! *wait!!* I had a SERIES or a LIST of unfortunate events happened to me!! Almost met into accident twice!! Almost trrribly late for class. Left my handphone *omg* and my LRT ticket got 'lost' in the machine and poor me..I walked home!! BUT on a lighter note, my mum for the FIRST time in my entire life bought me a birthday cake!!

14 March 2009, the day I wish to remember but for most, chose to forget it. I saw someone with somebody. It was an accident I saw her and an ACCIDENT that we both smile at each other. I remember we locked eyes at each other. I walked off and HONESTLY, i feel great about it. Im glad that she's okay.She's one friend, who will go to the extend to help me or would scold me *any typical PJ friend would laa" for being so blur and to protect me!!

" To you,I am so grateful for. Whatever between us,will remain a apart of me! You chose to lie for most of the time, and deny everything,what's worth for. We forgave you on and on. How can I not break down when I got so fed up with your lies? I will. Still, forgiving is one thing I can only do..to pay you for all things you have done for me"

An expensive one

2009-03-09T04:12:00.000-07:00

One U has since upgraded to another level with well planned renovations and lots of attractive shops,cafes and restaurants to replace Giant. There this dining place which offers American food,near the entrance which is not for those who are on a very limited budget. Trust me!! Last night, we went there for dinner. Upon seeing the price beautifully printed on the menu..I almost got myself choked!!

But I say "What the hell ? Its better to try something new. After all, we have been a regular customers to **"

Is it worth every cent? Oh,well..the cheesy chicken did not blow me away but it did blow my mum! I should have call burger or hotdog. But the dessert that my dad ordered, DID blow me HARD!! At least,Im satisfied somehow. The total of the whole dining 'experince' is really a GREAT one.

tHE drama in class

2009-03-04T20:06:00.002-08:00

Almost seven months since I cut my hair.*RM 35* This TIME,I just want to cut it shorter.*RM 12*Only after my FINAL in August..would I try to think of a style-my own- SmILez

Oh,ya..guess what??!!Yesterday, there this Malaysia 'drama' instead of Hong Kong drama happened in class. Criminal lecturer did not turn up for the first 15minutes. Classmates start to wonder whether is there class that day. Ms Rekha told us to wait in class. Then, I went to look for Mr W for a more precise answer.

He said Mr A is not answering his darn phone. Probably in court. So we waited for one hour and the half..and my 'heroin' friend tries to be a hero.I bet she didnt know i HATE ppl telling me what to do and and FORCE me into doing it.

We packed our bags and headed down the library..But a girl said he is on the way. So,I went back. Imagine the embarrassment!! This Girl mental state leaded her to ask the receptionist if the whole class could go back..the receptionist say nothing but nodded her head. SHE went up and told the class to balik.

Without confirmation from Mr W,almost everyone had gone home. Some were furious with her when they went down to look for Ms Rekha about the matter. Oh,well we ppl sometimes make mistake..At the END of the day, the class is cancelled. Of course laa..most of them had already gone home.

oh,well...after the announcement was made..I had a very bad feeling and I told her.Oh,well..she's always RIGHT!!

My thoughts

2009-03-02T06:37:00.000-08:00

Called up my old pal last week..and he posted a suggestion. But I want to make it better. The beginning of June (although my final is less than two months time), I would love to have a gathering with all my May's babies. I wont try hard to make my wish came true since my final is coming,though. Its just two or three babies...hehe.There are Y.San,S.Hua and Sya. I love them all!! They really understand me well and I thank them for being so patience with me. Its just one way for me to show my gratitude to 'em all!! After all, 21st birthday marks an incredible journey for us all...I shall post a dressing code to make it THE gatheing of all gatherings. A perfect dining place..simple yet gorgeous.

My Medicines to stay awake..

2009-03-02T05:26:00.000-08:00

My PTPTN loan got rejected..my heart crushed! I'd paid the total amount and still got rejected. I wonder why. I think something got to do with the sspn account. Apa nak buat? Tomorrow,I have to go back there AGAIN to clear up matters.*No worries* I satisfied all the requirements..and read the terms and conditions.Should NOT be a problem..may be THE problem would be waking up early and staying up awake during Public Law class *boring*I should just get Starbucks coffee during the break and 1901 Hotdog.

I LOVE HOTDOGS!! WHO DOESNT?? MY FAVOURITE IS TEXAS TED!!Never fail to make me happy,lighten up my days=) I love you....

not at all

2009-02-26T06:03:00.002-08:00

My mum went to China for eight days!! Most teens like us would be celebrating especially when both our parents are not at home. (my dad works in Perak). We would be writting down a list of things to do..things that we cant do. Probably it will the most happenings moments in our lives.

Not so..when you are the eldest child. Everything I need to do,accontable for..responsible for really put the loads on my shoulder and stresses me to the max. Having siblings,who dont appreciate every little thing you HAVE to do and the sacrifices makes me wonder how my mum really bears it all with so much patience. Unfortunately, Im not as good as my mum.

what does our creator wants?

2009-02-22T01:42:00.001-08:00

Does HE want us to go to church every week?

Does HE want us to pray every night?

Does He want us to read the Bible everyday?

Does HE want us to be good to others even if thats not our will?

Does He want us to control ourself for our own good?

Does HE want us to forgive?

WHAT DOES HE WANTS?????????

ONly GOD AND THE HOLY SPIRIT KNOWS WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO US NEXT. BY READING THE BIBLE WHEN WE ARE AT OUR BEST, IT WILL GIVE YOU THE WISDOM YOU NEED TO MAKE IT THROUGH THE TOUGHEST TIME. THATS WHY,WE READ THE BIBLE EVERYDAY,TO AVOID MISTAKES AND PAINS AND REGRETS. "SHARING IS CARING" WE GO TO CHURCH TO LISTEN AND TO LEARN GREAT TESTIMONIES FROM

OUR BROTHERS AND SISTERS..TO AVOID MISTAKES AND WRONG DOINGS AND BAD DECISIONS MAKING. WE TREAT OTHERS GOOD BECAUSE IN THE BIBLE..IT DID STATE THAT IF WE TREAT OTHERS RIGHT,WE TREAT GOD RIGHT TOO!! FORGIVENESS IS SO POWERFUL!!HAD HE NOT ASKED THE FATHER TO FORGIVE US,WHERE WOULD WE BE THEN??

HE WENT THROUGH GREAT LENGTH TO SHOW US HOW HE LOVED US,AND ALL HE WANTS IS JUST A LITTLE IN RETURN.

my week

2009-02-22T01:14:00.000-08:00

We'll be having ELS Test next Week!!Submitted my tutorial homework,Public Law to the counter clerk. Apparently,Im the only one in the gang that did so. Criminal Law lecturer will be away for 5 weeks. Not sure if Mr W will decide to have a replacement lecturer. Many did not like the idea of Mr K to take over.To me,I just hate replacement classes. I would prefer replacement lecturer.Ms M, she's so nice to me!! We have to do a presentation. We'll be doing the misrepresentation tutorial. Cant wait!! On the same week, we registered ourself as UWE student.

Every Saturday,we'll be having legal skills class. The lecturer is so "hot!!" A hottie and real looker. We'll be having our first verbal test (only ELS) on April and coursework assignment the same time.Our final exam is on early August.....So soon=)

To me the most strict lecturer would be Mr K. He's not at all strict as my former criminal lecturer but he's strict in the sense that he hates noisy people and will not tolerate any nonsense behaviour. Criminal lecturer does not like nonsense and ridiculous questions.

2day's

2009-02-13T04:02:00.000-08:00

Unlike other lectures,contract lecture is very much alive. "thank God" I went to class early,much earlier than before.Thank stalker for her advice.*smile*

Okkay.Tomorrow is Valentine Day and today is the Friday the 13th.Tomorrow lovebirds will get to celebrate in the spirit of love. Today,many would stay at home to avoid bad happenings or bad luck.

Okkie!!Gotta study now!!
Tata

An army

2009-02-12T19:00:00.000-08:00

An Army of DBKL with three big trucks swarm the area of Brickfields. Little do I kNow, they were to punish all owners of cars and bikes for illegal parking. With a stick,they used to carry the bikes up the truck. Many tried to escape,but failed. Sure enough,valentine is the last thing in their mind to celebrate.What a day,I reckon.

Slapped with heavy fines $$$

Its amazing

2009-02-11T06:56:00.000-08:00

Its amazing..how Im one of those three ding dongs who often comes late to class. Its amazing how those who comes early rush for a front seat unlike my good old days. *strange* Its amazing how I really hate to sit right behind. Guess that, I can hardly pay attention to the lecturers. Its amazing,how today's criminal class is so boring. "ZZzzz" Its amazing,they want us to register as a UWE student *why??* Its amazing that I have yet to get my offer letter since my classes started last week. Its amazing how friendly are these people *smile* Its amazing how we chose law, a legal profession..a selfish profession,career and etc. It forbids us the luxurious of life that the world and our loved ones could offer to us..complete us all. Its amazing,why we chose law. Its amazing why are we so dumb. *The world cries*. Its amazing how some of us gave up our dream to marriage. Its amazing how we always look to the end when we need a begining to start with. Its amazing,that ladies are idealistic and man are realistic. Its amazing, my friend is going to get married soon..what should I say? "congrats" She hardly knows him.Do I question? Do I doubt?
Do I gamble? Its amazing..I cant do anything when a law student should be doing something. Am I nothing?? Then..amazing I am in my life. A different way.A different way. I am.

diary in genting

2009-02-10T08:31:00.000-08:00

Last Friday class..contract was somewhat interesting.

I had fun in Genting. We went to the outdoor theme park. I had the most was the sail boat.Back and forth,it goes in a rather fast speed..it goes faster and faster. I practically felt that almost all physic priciples slapped on my face and beated my heart out of me!!

Wanted to play the Space Shot but too tired of lining up again!! It was a long long line. It was not as scary as we might think so. May be,i should try the flying coster too..oh,well NEXT time o.

Dinner..buffet style. I had loads of food. I had mostly Indians food. They were..yummy!! At night, we did a little shopping at First World.

And "good night"..

6th

2009-02-05T19:47:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was Thursday..I dont have any classes.Happie!!Wednesday,I had Criminal.The lecturer.He's a cool man!!

I made a new friend again..her name is Ngai.She's cool too. We talked a lot and my buddies joined in too.

Class starts 2pm later..contract class.She will be the lecturer.3hours class.

This Saturday,some will be going down to Jalan Tunku Abdul Rahman to buy law books.I need the Constitutional and Administrative book..but quite pricey.

Going Genting this Sunday!!The happiest part in my life.Anyway,I still love her..

Today 3rd

2009-02-03T06:32:00.000-08:00

Going through difficult time

This coming Sunday,will be off to Genting. At least, i will get to retreat myself from the pain but I know I cant run away from it forever.

My classes starts today!!
My ELS lecturer is from Australia..was a practiced lawyer back in Sarawak.
My public law lecturer
Young man..

I sat beside my two malaccan buddies. Everytime,I think of Malacca I think of oc. Oh,well..
Lets say they are very keen to do extremely well. I really enjoyed being with them!!
Anyway,tomorrow my class with start at 2pm considering I took my LAN subject back in my former college.

But daddy said he will have to send me off early as the car i supposedly use,sudah jatuh sakit. Guess that me and my baby,Palma are indeed having a bad day!!

Letting Her Go

2009-02-03T06:11:00.001-08:00

"You know what..Its your life,its your call.I would neither intervene nor be too pushy. Your personal life is not of my best of interest."

I smsed this message to nc. Just when I thought she changed..she's just the same old brand new girl. I dont think I will be able to live to see the changes. Better let her go...Pain as it is,I guess healing is the start.But I do wish her the best..

I deleted all her previous smses..to start anew.Now my inbox is empty!!

GOODBYE!

the NEW chapter

2009-02-02T07:09:00.000-08:00

Classes will begin tomorrow at 10am!!
Just so you know =)

Tuesday will start with ELS and end the day with Public Law (Constitutional and Administrative Law). From 10am to 1pm (3 hours)

Then an hour bREaK..and continue till 5pm.

Wish me luck,aite?Thanks a bunch!!

feelinG

2009-01-30T07:41:00.000-08:00

Classes starting soon!!Not to say im actually really excited but im really anxious about it. May be because of the new environment.

NERVOUS-nya

New Year

2009-01-26T02:00:00.000-08:00

Aiks Liverpool drew with Everton..

Right now..im in this cafe,Delikateza cafe in Muar Johor. Thank God their wifi here is free!!Wee..
Having my tea break,milk tea and potato wedges.Earlier,we went to Tanjong Mas but did NoT make a stop as our car almost ran out of petrol!! Gosh!!

Today is Chinese New Year!! Ang Pau lots but due to my carelessness,I lost one!!Well,apa nak buat?!!It's not surprising to be me!!Alright..this is where i end. Happy Chinese New Year to you guys out there!!Blessed 2009!Love you!!

fRom: Romperz!!
Gosh,its feel real gooD to use my laptop again after all the days..months...bla bla
Chiao!!

whats new??

2009-01-23T02:43:00.000-08:00

What's new??

My new classmates,pretty much majority of them have the potential to suceed in law field. It has come to my attention that both students from UWE (thats what they call if you're doing the UK Transfer Programme) and UOL (The External Programme) will merge together in one class which is definitely a good news to me!!

People has been asking me about the law exam,how was it..since I'd done it before. Well, I said being persistent in everything you do, you'll should do just fine. They asked me why three hours class for one lecture..and only three days a week. I told them that usually classes is maximum of three hours but this college choose to jammed those hours in one day as supposed to 2 hours of lecture for that one day and another hour of tutorial another day.

The problem with this college as compared to ATC is that the venue of the class is printed on this piece of paper with funny colours (each colours represents the programme) which really irritates me..while ATC,KL they have a much proper way through using a LCD Monitor on the ground floor that projects your class. Its more organized =)

Cafe?? Haha..you'll be suprised that a small building like this..have a cafe inside. Seriously,the walk way along the corridor is so small. Seriously..The tables and chairs arranged along the corridor make it more cramp actually..To have a cafe like..(where?) its just wierd. Im not use yet..From a big campus to multi small place..its just weird!!

Lets compare my new classmates and my previous ones..so far only two!!

1) Practically people here speak darn good english.

2)No room to open your big mouth or you kena by the two ladies. They will kill you. BUT,my previous one..ONLY one will kill you..(how?) by stalking you!!

hahahahaha=)

office-wear

2009-01-20T04:50:00.000-08:00

One U Wong Kok

2009-01-20T04:19:00.000-08:00

First Picture== The Order Sheet and My table No. 19. Its Syafika birth-DaY!!

Second Picture== The Entrance

Third Picture== The Place

Forth Picture== Mine, HK Milk Tea and Sis's Milk Tea (normal)

Fifth Picture == My Chicken and Egg Sandwich

Sixth Picture== My Milk Tea With Ice around it

Seventh Picture== My dinner, not a great meal but its alright. Honey chicken was too sweet.

Tonight's entry

2009-01-20T03:58:00.000-08:00

I received a call from my former collegue to remind to get my attachment letter. The thought of going back there is never a happy one. I guess I hate the feeling of taking the Putra Line and the Star Line again. Waiting for the Star Line is a killer.

Yesterday night,I slept as early as 9m and woke up at 2am!! I tried to get back to sleep and of course, it's has always been easy for me.

Right now, I feel like getting my much wanted vest. May be I should get it from Romp or better at Padini. The only one thing left in my list.

This weekend, many will balik kampung for the coming CNY which falls next Monday. Money comes in..and thats make me happy and married couples sad. It's just too bad. That's the best thing to remain single at least for a certain age.

Happy Money Day!!

When I..

2009-01-19T05:05:00.000-08:00

I went to Friendster.. to a former classmate's page..to look out for the oc picture. And yup, She has it!!

She looked she so beautiful. When I see her picture, my heart pumped so fast. What a heartbeat?!! I still remember exactly how she smile like the way she did in the picture..her eyes that shine so lovingly..I really just want to hold her.

How was the first day??

2009-01-19T04:45:00.000-08:00

Reached late!!

Class was almost packed with people. I found a seat near the door. Ms told us to get into a group of five. One of them from my ex college. She's hot!! Her name is Ying..I wonder is she in UOL or UWE.
She has a buddy..a guy. May be from my ex college too. Neway,she's from Seremban.

The room,is smaller that my previous ex college's class. Oh,well..you dont expect many would turn up for the orientation,do you?? The whole morning this man practically motivating us..to be a better person we are now. Im sorry,i just dont really like it.

Had my lunch in McD..with two new friends but I dont really actually enjoy being with them. Different view and opinion..HAHA..However,after lunch,we got into two groups..and thats when I found another two new friends,Amy and Winn. We laugh and laugh the whole day!!

So,thats about it!!
I enjoy myself a lot.

entry

2009-01-15T04:45:00.000-08:00

Dear E-Diary,

It seems to me that I have actually found myself lost in time. I did not know that the 19th is NEXT Monday. Meaning, orientation starts next week for the whole one week. Mum said its up to me to go but should I ? I sure do hope I can make up my mind real quick.

Gotta Be Somebody, by Nickleback..is a beautiful rock music that inspire us to belive that there is someone out there for each of us. You just never know where he or she is now. I sure do hope the best for us all..including you.

Today is the 15th, and it's almost a month now. I have yet to let her know where or when to meet. Guess that I am just too lazy. May be after CNY...undecided. Those who knows me well,knows that I take a while to make a decision,at least a GOOD one. I hate myself!!

CNY is coming..soon. Cant wait!!

Stars

2009-01-13T23:17:00.000-08:00

Ellen Degeneres,the 79th Annual Academy Awards. Emmy-winning talk-show host.

Alicia Christian."Jodie" Foster,a two-time Academy Award, BAFTA, and Golden Globe-award winning American actress, director and producer.

Elton John,mutli award winner singer and composer

Chip Arndt, Amazing Race winner.

What with that finger??

2009-01-07T05:54:00.000-08:00

Alright,I fetched my youngest brother back from school..and as I was making a turn out..I saw this yellow car was away from the queue..and I thought I have the way..

Guess what?
His stupid exhaust pipe was installed too low to the ground!! And I have no idea he had to make a 'S' move in order to prevent his 'pipe' to be damaged as he was driving up the bump. OF COURSE I honked him to remind him its dangerous to do a sudden 'S' turn..which earlier I have no idea that such driver with the 'pipe' are compelled to make such turn.

I honked him again...guess that i got fed up. And yup,he showed me the 'finger'. BOYS!!
Well,I just giggled..Unbelievable,immatured. Cant even stand a 'honk'. Just when I thought girls are more sensitive but he is a boy or a man or a pondan..Hm..Driving a yellow car is enough pussy for him and making the incredible 'S' turn..sure make him a ass pussy..

I just dont understand sometimes with these plastic car with 'pipes' like that!! Even my mini Ferrari looks much better than THAT!!

May God Have Mercy!!

Herbal Noodle In Ikano/ Mee Sua

2009-01-05T23:25:00.002-08:00

I had this two days ago in a herbal shop in Ikano..same floor as the Manhanttan Fish Market and the famous A&W. I had super healthy meal for the past few days due to a terrible sore troat. No kidding.man!!Anyway.it taste execellent.The herbs are well boiled,must have boiled for a very looong time on a slow fire. The BEST herbal noodle by far!!

Two Naughty Cousins

2009-01-05T23:10:00.000-08:00

OOO..dont cry. No one here is gonna bully you. We are here to educate you..hehe.Nah!Just Joking.

Uuuh..what with that look,BOY!!

gUESS that the light was too bright for your sight,aite???

Since we dont want to punish you anymore,we shall let you off the hook!! Guess that BOY expression said it all!! While that young lady,obediently obey every word we said!! Amen!!

noon entry

2009-01-04T23:06:00.000-08:00

Sleepy right now..Zzzzz but I just woke up!! Could be the cough medicine I took..might still have the effect on me..

21 minutes to go and off to my dental appointment that I missed because I ter-overslept till 2pm!!

Never say Never-its a taboo word 'NEVER'

I never thought in my life that things that I least expected to happen to me ACTUALLY happened to me. Well, life is always full of surprises! Any moment,simple decision you make can lead you to somewhere..Sometimes it can be for the better or for the worst.

My ex classmates are starting their second year while Im planing to tour,man!! Gosh,im not going to mourn and cry cry and regret lo. Thats sad!! No doubt second year is going to be tough tough year for them worst still,the passing mark will be 5o%.

While I will be repeating my first year...Three days a week. Two classes each day. Well,lucky me..there will be only one day I will be having two classes since i already took my LAN subject.
The problem with current * college is that their second year..there is only one choice.Company Law..sad right=(

Okkkay gtg ade...continue later!!

History-How Did I Celebrate??

2009-01-04T06:37:00.000-08:00

New Year Eve..I regretted working on that day. The road choked up with cars. I asked permission to return home early because I really dont want to get myself stuck in the jam esecially when you are staying near the big mega malls.

I did not really celebrate well this year. Firstly,I was very ill and Second,to me every year is the same. I dont need a year to begin anew.Lol..Thirdly,saving money. Supposedly to celebrate in Church but I overslept..and missed it!!

New Year..went to The Curve to jalan around with my relatives. Its nothing memorable. Its nothing to be sad about..Im boring and let my life speak for itself..I love simple life but sometimes people in my life are the ones that my life so complicated!!

Im not that active and outgoing gal..I just love writing and drawing and sleeping. I dont love talking. I love to be alone for the most of the time. I can be A great listener but not a good advisor.But still boleh tahan laa..Im those type very secrective and mysterious.

What a stupid idea

2009-01-04T06:16:00.000-08:00

Sex Party to celebrate the birth of a New Year..2009 ?? GOSH!!

I have no idea some ding dong can actually can come out with such idea..Unbelievable!! Some sources stated that they were planing to held the party in one of the remote beach in 'somewhere'. And guess what the entry ticket is quite pricey..lol!!

But i just hope this is the last of it..a stupid idea from some ridiculous people.

Love is giving your heart to someone and hoping he/she will never break it.

2009-01-03T07:55:00.000-08:00

I cannot promise you..but I can just try.
If I ever fail you, please forgive me.
Im soory..

from the blogger to those who have been hurted.

"WOUNDING HEART CAN BE HEALED. IF ONLY YOU CHOOSE TO GIVE YOUR HEART A CHANCE TO TRUST AGAIN."

January Third

2009-01-03T07:29:00.000-08:00

Down with fever...sob sob.
Took my antibiotics and my cough medicine..Feeling sleepy..

Well,it will be my second time for a loooong time..I wont be studying in January. Its cool!! Just when I tot it will this coming monday.
Thank God..my year one timetable is so flexible!! At least, I can spend more time doing my stuffs..like touring and jalan jalan in KL alone or with new friend if i do have one lo..

From what i read in someone's blog...the blogger seemed to let me know that making friends is difficult.Just start with a smile..

New year 2009!!

My list...
a)Genting
b)Study hard hard
c)Buffet
d)To meet the stalker before she off to UK
e)To remain me,myself and I
F)To meet up with old buddies
g)To attend every event that Church will be organizing..
h)To be more intimate with God
i)To fast at least ONCE
j)Change new hair style
k)To remain gorgeous

LOVE

2008-12-30T06:17:00.000-08:00

Born from a personal friendship and mutual admiration,L.O.V.E

Years fly by, relationships come and go, but the desire for love remains

Diary of events!!

2008-12-30T05:41:00.000-08:00

Okkay...

Remember about the virus that I have been telling you guys about it..thinking it could be my fault....??
Well, I DID tell my boss about it and yeah..he said that the scan was just a prank. I can just ignore it. Gosh, you have no idea how relief I am...

My brother scored 6a's and 1 b..while my nephew scored 6 E's and 1 C for the PMR. It wasnt his (my younger brother) fault he did not score A for his BM...lol..cant tell you why lo..sometimes there are things that are best to be kept to yourself...HAHA

At least...me and my brother have no reason to be sad but to be grateful. Hopefully,tmr new year eve will be different and better ending of all the years!!

Lunch at the Sheraton Imperial Hotel..I must said kudos to the chefs there for THE great and delicious meal. I must said I have never been satisfied for such a loooong time!! Even my colleagues and my boss really love it lots. Keep up the good work!!

Their sheppard pie..is my favourate!! My crush,my soul..my everything!! I had two!! Many loves their beef satay..i guess must be better than the kajang ones...their crab soup and tom yam noodle really reach above our expectations.

RM68++..of course you must be a member of privilege card..which actually design especially for couple. You guys will enjoy 50% off. Just in case you guys didnt know..the more people the lesser the discount. I guess you know why...the card was design for couple,it was never design for a large group.

May be I can take my girl there..Im sure buffet is something not familliar to her...on her birthday perhaps??

Tomorrow is my last day at work..Im gonna miss everyone of them. i just want to thank Ms C for the great opportunity and thank you for trusting me for handling your client cases. It means a lot.Neway, I have completed your research..its on my desk...HAHA..

HappY NeW yeAr sooN TO Be!!!

Faith can move mountains..can save you!!! (Christmas Faith Saves Human's Fear)

2008-12-26T07:34:00.000-08:00

Christmas was yesterday....

Church in the morning...Senior Pastor's sermon was Human's fear saved by Christmas Faith.
Do you know that every bad news,there IS good news??
I bethcha some of you guys are thinking about karma now aite???
Well..in christian faith,every hurdle make us stronger in faith.

Friends have been pointing out on my weakness..FAITH..
Lack of faith...
Where is your faith??
Believe it, and make things happen...

Back in Form 5, my dear buddy Pyng confronted me on my faith...
THAT was then i realised Im struggling to put faith in God..and rest everything on Him.
Well...back then i was just a girl mah...young and immatured..

I guess I never change..still same old
Many have said I can never be serious..
Some say I just dont care about life and about them..
BUT the truth..I care a lot for my buddies and everything that my heart is very close to.
I cant be putting up a serious face all the time,buddy..
I joke a lot..but that doest mean I just dont care..wert

Faith..still aint my buddy yet
Still,im hoping that i will the strenght to believe the impossible possible..

Haiz

2008-12-22T05:00:00.000-08:00

Haiz...

My comp in the firm attacked by virus. I have no idea how it came in...All I know my boss will ' kill ' me for good next week.

Arsenal draw with Liverpool..aiks

Im looking and searching for a dining place...but i guess ikea cafe,is the BEST!! I just hAte her idea of bringing her brother to tag alone...GOSH!!

I just cant wait for the lunch buffet!! I need to trim my hair..where???
I've completed my research...I've found THE case!!!wee...

Im bored..Boss not in office..im bored!!
Comp is sick...
Im dead...stress

NC called

2008-12-19T00:49:00.000-08:00

Lunch time..and i got a call from someone who called me SEVEN times. I cant hear her voice until the seventh call. Its sounds like nc....and indeed it is!!

Very unexpected call from her. We have not talk to each other for 6 months but we did sms each other at least once a month.

She asked me out..and I kinda agreed. Tomorrow!! I have to decide where to go...and I have not make up my mind yet!! I will have to call her later tonight after the movie. My younger sis always plan things without me knowing of. She and her movies....

Well,I will have to bring my laptop to show her all the pictures taken during our Form 6 as promised 2 to 3 months ago.

list of hopes

2008-12-18T19:51:00.000-08:00

Feeling rather unwell. Must be the girl thiggy. My sis told me that mum wants to go back Muar tomorrow. I was really shocked because I thought it was next week.

Im quite unproductive now. I just want to lie down on my bed and not thinking much about life. Im tired of wondering if what I wanted will ever be true.

I have been sitting at my desk in the firm, waiting for time to past me by and at the same time thinking of her. Next week, boss and her family as well as my colleague will be in Hong Kong for a week trip. Meaning,there will be officially no lawyers in the firm but two law students and a accounting clerk.

Of course, Ms C gave me a case to do a research on it and I have no clue to how do I go about it. Guess that if i managed to complete it as fast as possible, then I will be like any attachment law students sitting and waiting till 5.30pm. Gosh,thats boring..

I seriously hate civil cases!! There are all boring and dead. Decree Nisi, Equity and Trust, Family Law,Employment Law, Immigration Law, Land Law, Company Law..most of these laws are taught in 2nd and third year of law.

Yesterday,boss asked me..what is ratio decidendi. Well, of course I answerd correctly. Obiter dicta? She put it in a simple way,words said just mean for passing through and irrelevant to the case. She taught me how to do research. It will come handy for my next legal skills exams. Im hoping for a competent partner like the Segamat girl....I just dont like slacker.

I need my bundle back from my ex rommie. I want to see how th respondents did their bundles that put the appellants to shame. Even though it was a miserable day for me, at least there's McD to put a smile on my face again.

Where am i planing to study??? I have not decided. May be Christmas eve..I should be coming up an answer. Just when I tought of doing External, I changed my mind..What trouble me now is, money. I worry I will cause my family to bankrupt. I never going to be smart, never will...

All im good at is writting.........well,who cant?? You see it's basic that im good at. i guess i have a lot to do. I need to advance myself to the next level..

Friendship is always unfair. We dont threat our friends equally. Those who are close to my heart which are oc and nc only. But I dont really talk to them..because im sick of them telling me "im busy". Still,i just cant let them go....well..

Love,is...and will complete us. Many asked me when am I going to get married..I tell them if gay marriage is legal,then my marriage will be between 30-35. If its not, then i will forget about it. Someone asked me how many children would I want to have..If only i was a man, i would want two. But im just a girl.Thus, children is not something I think about. The chances are slim to start a family.

Family making....If i go by way how gays start a family..probably a daughter will be my choice. Mia,will be her name..inspired by nc. Its just a dream...

..

2008-12-17T21:46:00.000-08:00

Saya tidak fasih betutur dalam bahasa melayu. Macam mana?
Apa sekalipun,saya kena juga menguasai bahasa kebangsaan ini.

Great Taste,my FIRST meal

2008-12-16T23:51:00.000-08:00

"Today, you cook curry laksa"
"Err..oookay"

Just when I thought it will be this Friday,but it wasnt. Anyway,minutes after I came back from the court in Jalan Duta..I have to prepare all the needed ingredients to cook curry laksa.

Haha..it turned out to be "hmmm..GOOD" Future chef,kot...*PERASAN*
Boss loves it!!

Well.....

Trouble communicating

2008-12-15T21:49:00.000-08:00

Never knew...

After lunch at McD, I came back alone because my colleague has to go to the bank. Upon arrival at the door step..I saw a man waiting!!

Horror of all horror,he cant speak or understand English. I tried to communicate using the simplest English as possible,still I failed.

So, I have no choice but to speak Mandarin!!
Haha..I asked him if he can wait for someone just for awhile. He anwered " Now,is my lunch time. I need go back after lunch. I have work to do."

Since my mandarin very limited..I speak to him in English again, " I dont have the authority to sign" Then,he said.."ooo" then he asked " they will be back?

yes.
Then I will come back later ( cantonese.)
Okay.Im sorry.
You dont have to be sorry-(in cantonese.)
bye
bye.

..................

Im just glad he's away now.

EAT-MAKAN-

2008-12-14T22:33:00.000-08:00

Lately.my posts have been looong and winding. I guess I have a lot to write.

This Friday, I will doing some cooking. Curry noodle!! Where?? With my boss, in the firm. Her idea to do so. I told her i was 'too young' to cook. Its an experince..first hand experice that I just cant wait to learn.

30th Dec, the firm will be having a buffet in the Sheraton Imperial Hotel for lunch. I hope to capture pictures with my colleagues.

makan and MORE makan!!

How Great is your University or College?

2008-12-10T19:49:00.000-08:00

I read a friend's blog. Well,she is probably in Thailand now. Good for her!! It's just too bad for me that I wont be going for any overseas trip. Just when I thought I will be going to UK next Sept and tour Europe on the December, all these will not happen since....

Okkay,back to a friend's blog regarding to her life in public university. I can understand how she feels because in Inti,I felt the same!! Boredom often creeps in. Clearly, I wasnt having a blast time like I used to back in Form 6. Well, life changes...

Still, why keep bearing for the sake of graduating with a degree?? My buddy once told me not to remain in a place where you feel so uncomfortable or you'll end up suffering from depression. I believe that God has a plan to break me free and to prosper me. Leaving *college is best..

Yup, no doubt public university is better than private. Simply because the 'cream' students will be offered a place in local university while the 'rubbish students' will be rejected. Because of this rigid policy that the local uni are 'playing', many of my poor friends were deprived from continuing their higher education permanently. Over time, these 'cream students' will be dried up....*admit that!*

However 'rubbish students', can be recycle for greater use than they were used to be. Not all local uni students are actually smart or brilliant. Many of those who study in the private college or university are the ones that make the headlines.

To generalize that local uni students are much better than the private college and uni is rather unfair. It is a matter of their competence in the working world. It is not which type of uni either private or public that matters, its about the quality that the world wants.

The question now is; can the place you study now produce a calibre and competitive graduate that the world is seeking for ?

Not A Crime to Wait On God

2008-12-10T00:37:00.000-08:00

Decisions......

In two weeks time,I need to make a decision. Either to do the Internal Programme or the External Programme; (LLB).

It's a decision, I just dont want to rush. Fortunately, my parents did not hurry me too. I admit that my decision to study in the college,I was in before was a mistake.

However, making friends there is definitely not a mistake. I will miss them a lot. All my lecturers as well except for one in particular. Dont blame me. Im just being honest.

I did the ' hands on approach ', reading blogs from the BAC students. Some were very frank and straight forward but there are some are enjoying themselves too.

Honestly, I dont trust any counsellors in any institutions. Once is too much for me. They cant give you the insight as a students as to the environment of the college or university but only to praise the achievement of the particular's institution academic records and to condemn other colleges.

Anyway..I will take my time.
Its not a crime to wait especially for God. I did not wait on God the last time I made my decision to study * college. Clearly, consequences have impacted me badly.

completed

2008-12-09T19:35:00.000-08:00

I officially completed my work..weee!!
Boss forgot to to let me know that she will be going to court today.Hmm....
Boss said she should have taken me there to mingle with a group of Japanese youth there in court.
"what???"me no speak Japanese oo

Well...

LEARNING-NON STOP

2008-12-08T22:59:00.000-08:00

Outstanding Trademark...?

I have no idea what on earth is that.

Okkay, boss belanja us seafood noodles. I aint a big fan but still I did taste it and..its taste normal oo.
I failed to fimish it as seafood its not my liking. Boss said its expensive.."Im sorry for the waste boss!!"

Colleague of mine taught me to wash the bowls before i depart for " UK" ONE day.*day dreaming* Boss said my attachment is to be extendend,not merely confine on studies or any relevance to law but to household chores.Boss's husband said they need to buy a washing machine so I can learn to wash my dirty laundry.O,well....

Learning.....NON-STOP

Experince is the best pay?

2008-12-04T21:37:00.000-08:00

I have been working like hell here in this law firm. Work after another! What can be worse than that?!!Oh,well...yesterday I have to rush to finish the Affidavit in an hour time!! How ridiculous?? I have never seen so many plaintiffs and defendants in ONE case!!Just imagine me typing their names plus IC no.

Boss really putting pressure on me!! Apparently many attachment students before me were in the SAME situation like i am RIGHT now!! I'm not paid by ringgit and cents but by pressure or experince.Well...others can just sit at the corner and do petty stuffs and GOT paid while I...

oh,dear...
Im blogging now when I am suppose to finish up the chronology and to complete my research..
oooooo

FIRST day and Im tired

2008-12-01T05:44:00.000-08:00

Some think working in KL is like a dream come true, at least a former classmate of mine think so. Well, I forgive her for bragging out loud that the firms in KL are head hunting her. "So,what??"

KL,is the last place on my mind to start my attachment or to build my career. But a city like that can offer SO much that is a need to advance in our career. Well....

I woke up at 6.55am. I took the LRT from Kelana Jaya..I have to wait in a queue. Squeeze my self in the packed LRT. I reached to Pasar Seni around 8.15am. Then, i start walking all the way to Pudu.

Reached to the doorstep of the firm, an accountant clerk,Sook Wei greeted me. " You are Miss Oh?" AND i replied "yup"

Ms Chan greeted me and gave me a case on family law. Tough case!!! She brought her children to the firm around 5.15pm. Oh,well,the firm Im working belongs to Ms Chan 's husband. The library is aint a formal library because Ms Chan's youngest child,3 years old plays his toys THERE!!

So much for a quite place,rite???

Went out lunch with Sook Wei. She is a sweet and humble girl. I had mix rice . Hmm...good=)

My siblings waited for me. They went jalan around KL, while Im stuck in the office till 5.30pm doing the research thinggy. I reached around 7.45pm....*tired*

Random -.~

2008-11-27T06:20:00.000-08:00

Jia Huey took this picture!! Look at Jian Bin and Sylvia *rajinnya* disgussing..on legal skills..or the latest hit US drama..??

Siblings said I looks like one of the character in DeathNote. Well, I dont really like anime,except for Girl from Hell and Ranma 1/2.

I took this picture ONCE my younger sis went to work. Well, I was bored. No sis,NO fun!! Mummy keeps reminding to read the Bible..instead of wasting TIME!!!

NOW,I'm...
Working on to get my contact lences...

Will be starting my attachment next week!! Im excited!!

God Bless U!!

Review

2008-11-27T06:05:00.000-08:00

REVIEW...

I received the HELP Law Review from the college itself. I just want to thank them for the GREAT Law Review and updates that they posted to me late last year. It did give me a clear picture of reading law.

LOOK!!

My former classmates!! Huge gang,right?? Most of them are HOT and yup, they are still single!!

oUch

2008-11-24T23:27:00.000-08:00

Back from dental appointment.Finally, i have screws at both upper side of my teeth.Painful is one word to describe. Later,have to get panadol to ease the pain.

eyes

2008-11-24T06:35:00.000-08:00

I did something MUM!!

2008-11-24T06:29:00.001-08:00

At least I did something..and be recognized for it!!

Law Awareness Week!!

One More DAY book

2008-11-24T00:53:00.000-08:00

Mitch Albom

the author of One More Day...

This book is about forgiving,sharing and LOVE.

For One More Day by Mitch Albom is the story of a man who gets the chance to spend one more day with his mother, who died 8 years earlier. In the vein of Albom's The Five People You Meet in Heaven, For One More Day takes readers to a place between life and death in a story of redemption and one man's struggle to deal with his ghosts.

Oprah Winfrey suggested this book to her audience..and Harpo Productions actually produced a show based on this title..."One More Day" and was aired on the September on ABC.

I saw a bit of it in todays' Oprah's Show. Its about business man who who was at verge of breakdown. He decided to take his life. HE drove and met an accident. Thats when the story starts. He was brought back to his house when he was a child. Her mum who supposedly passed away..re-appear again.

Words were not told or expressed..or confess. One More Day reminds us how life is short. Never say tomorrow..let it be today,the tomorrow.This is a moral tale, full of life lessons ..which this book can offer you!!

One More Day with OC

2008-11-24T00:19:00.002-08:00

If you have one more day with your loved ones,what would you do? what would say?

Often times,many of us think that life is long,many think life is about making money,many think is about searching for the right one,some just dont really care what life is all about!!

Well,if i have one more day with oc, i will appreciate every minute with her. I will not just sit and stare at her or wait for her to approach me..i will make an effort to greet her. Its just too bad,all this can be done if I have the chance and I wonder will it come EVER true?

=(

2008-11-20T06:46:00.000-08:00

My heart crashed..as I saw my result.
Lost and feeling so stupid and useless.

But my parents still have faith in me,
I thank them lots.

Stereotyping is the most immature behaviour

2008-11-14T07:50:00.000-08:00

I came across of this Malaysian singer,when I was browsing about Malaysia gay people the night when i suppose to study Criminal Law as my exam was the next day.

Some claim she's gay..they are not sure if the pictures of her as tomboy and her hot gf is actually the singer. Still, what with the comments laa..as though they never see gays before..oh,if really..then its too bad. They are like katak di bawah tempurung. They just stay in their fantasy world..did not venture into the real world!!

I respect those who really be who they are. Being in disguise, can be tiring. Some gays hide their sexuality, fear of rejection and discrimination. They married to their straight spouse, cry to sleep. Some suffer from depression. Some think of suicidal. Some prayed. Some in search of acceptance. Some took drugs. Some wonder why. Some are lonely. Some are unloved. Some was judge as criminal offenders. Some treated as animals.

Religion and the Holy book. " Its a sin!!" Why community generally discriminate this group of people?? All because they felt God did not create man and man to be together. Adam and Steve?? Guess what, my pastor said its WRONG to discriminate. God did not discriminate. Why should you? In other words, discrimination is "sinful". Pastor Rebecca said that the MOST sinful sin is when you said " I did not sin. Im pure" In other words, I sinned,you sinned. Why go around putting comments with your stereotype thoughts or judgements since you aint a saint??

If you want to help,the least you can do..is by helping them. Pray for them. Not need to bla bla bla.If anyone have never listen to you and your nonsense thoughts, why should they now?? Stereotyping is the most immature behaviour.

Give them a chance. Show them the respect. Help one another. Love them.

driving..

2008-11-10T22:37:00.000-08:00

Driving, and more driving gives me the pain on my chest,my back.my head and my mind. I'm not a big fan driving in the noon,under the bright shining sun. I can feel myself melting in my car. I can be quite a moody driver or at times,I can be aggresive.

Usually at night,Im more calm and relax. I prefer driving at night.

Mixture of Events

2008-11-09T19:41:00.000-08:00

Well,I just got back from making a new passport in Pusat Damansara. The parking,I must say it's nothing but a big headache. The parking space is so limited. Even there are legal parking areas, it will either at the smelly parking basement or the the expensive parking lot.

I can see many chose to park their car at the illegal space. Mind you,many of the parking areas in the basement are reserved for the employees there. Well,my car was parked at one of those illegal space and we did not get a ticket for it!!

As we,were walking..two V6 Proton Perdana crashed into another. I saw the reaction of the Chinese lady when her car got hitted by this Malay man. The Malay man apologise profusely to the lady. I do hope she forgives him. Well,in that area..accident can happen!!No doubt.

I had breakfast in one of the mamak shop. I had french toast. At first, I told my mum that im not hungry but my mum insist me. The french toast cost RM 2 and I had teh tarik for Rm 1. Not bad right?? Good price.

I guess as I am blogging now,my current classmates are busy with their attachments especially the Leeds Law students wannabe. While the rest, may be working at the shopping mall as part-timer. A few, may be slacking or busy bombing their ATM.

Well...

plans

2008-11-08T06:57:00.000-08:00

My mum bought me a new oven..just minutes ago. I am so thrilled about it. Now, I can make my cookies. I promised the owners of the Sukico Cafe, to let them try my cookies. Gosh, I really hope my cookies turn up well. I'm not that ambitious of competing with Amos. Im still new at it. Hopefully, I can open a business one day.

I do have a dream of opening a business, a cafe. Yup,I should be in culinary school instead of being in a law school. Whatever,it is I do hope for the best. I just hope God can help me and lead me. Mind you, we are here in this world is not to seek our purpose of living but to fulfil God's. Remind yourself. God is kind to supply all your needs in your live. Dont worry if there will be one day, you will be having nothing at all.

Philippians 4:19
And my God will supply all your needs according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus.

2 Corinthians 9:8
And God is able to make all grace abound to you, so that always having all sufficiency in everything, you may have an abundance for every good deed;

Jeremiah 29:11
know the plans that I have for you, declares the LORD. They are plans for peace and not disaster, plans to give you a future filled with hope.

Sorry,I really hope I'm not that preachy for you. I just want to share God's word with you!! Trust me, HE really is real. He performed many miracles in my life. HE's good,I tell you. Even, I know Im not straight,but still God is with me. In fact,much closer this time.

Anyway,have a great weekends!!