Saturday, July 4, 2009

ROLLER COASTER








LIFE IS UNCERTAIN. A MINUTE CAN CHANGE YOUR LIFE. I MEAN IMPACT US REAL GOOD.




YEAH,YESTERDAY WAS A DRAMATIC DAY FOR ME. I HATE YESTERDAY. THATS WHY I LOOK SO FORWARD TODAY ..IN HEALING MYSELF. MY WEARY HEART.




HONESTLY, I DONT LIKE THE AH BENGS AND AH LIENS (WHICHEVER WAY YOU SPELL IT) I MEAN, EVEN ITS A FASHION THING..BUT THERE'S A BOUNDARY WHEN FASHION MEETS RUBBISH. CLOTH AND SHITS JUST DONT GO TOGETHER. HAIRSTYLE, OVER THE TOP..I MEAN IS IT NECESSARY AT ALL??? HAIHZ...




OUTING (FLASHBACK)


I REALLY FELT 'HOME' TODAY. ADORE AND ENJOY MY FORM 6 FRIENDS TILL NOW. THEY ROCK!! ITS AMAZING FEELING. I WAS INTERROGATED REALLY BAD IN LRT..AS THOUGH I'VE JUST COMMITTED AN OFFENCE..WHICH I DIDNT. I LOVE TO UPDATE MY LIFE TO MY CLOSE CLOSE BUDDIES AND NOT TO ACQUAINTANCES...AND..THATS WHY I DIDNT GO FOR THE BIDARIANZ GATHERING. *HONEST* I DONT WANT TO BE SEEN AS A MYSTERIOUS GIRL.




LOVE LIFE


IM NOT SEEING ANYONE. BACK IN FORM 6, YEAH..I LIKE SOMEONE NEXTDOOR. BUT WHAT THE HELL, SHE'S GETTING MARRIED THIS YEAR. I WAS A SHAKEN BUT I NEVER THOUGHT OF SUICIDAL..AT ALL !! LIFE IS MUCH MORE THAN THIS!!


SO, I TURN TO GOD. TURN MY WAY AROUND.


SHE'S OUT OF MY LIFE,BUT GOD'S IN


EVERYTHING CHANGED. I BECAME THE GIRL I ALWAYS DREAMT OF. SMART. I HAVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY REVISING MY STUDIES AND ABLE TO PRESENT SUPERB TUTORIAL WORKS WELL AND PRESENTATIONS. I AM SO IMPRESSED. THATS WHEN I CHANGED..MY WAY...



MAY 16....


I WAS INVITED TO HER BIRTHDAY PARTY. I DIDNT ATTEND. I HEARD NO UPDATES..I THOUGHT SHE CANCELLED IT...BUT SHE DIDNT!! NEVERTHELESS, ITS BETTER I DONT GO. AWAY FROM THE DISTRACTION...
























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