mixture feelings

O.O

Yesterday I was happy..so extremely happy!! NOW, I just want to kill myelf. I am greatly annoyed by this brother. He thinks he's great or champion whatever he's doing. (-.-) !!!!

He made my life as miserable as can be. Right now...but Im still keeping it cool. BUT, my patience slowly will burnt off. I dont want to looose myself control. If thats the way he continues to brand himself....what more can i say ??

Yesterday, I was happy because of someone someone...I mean she really touches me so deep inside. She is indeed a playful gal just like me. Playful friends make me happy!! We crapped so much until 2 am...HAHA..from 8pm...

Oh,well..she is the joy in my life!!

Okay

I cant say how honour I am.. when I found out I got a 2nd lower for my tutorial on Saturday. From a *cough cough cough* to where I am now..it makes me smile a lot bigger. For that matter, should I reward myself ?

At night, I read up on Jury. Knowing that the assignment questions are coming up REAL soon; its just best to really really study NOW. Time will consumped so much on assignmentS. Literally, no time to spare for others.

Facebook; seriously many are now engaging in a relationship. Those of them are not my buddies; just acquaitances. I just felt its just matter of time my friends will be one of those too. Slowly by slowly, staying single is no longer an option.

Lets, hope my life changes for the better...

how i did ??

I got back my tutorial paper back..it was actually a good result but not great. Not too happy or crazy about it..but what the heck. So long as Im satisfied, im contented.

It was a open book test. *disappointed* I thought it would be a real test. Everyone was so insanely busy referring to theirs notes especially Q&A book to figure a way to answer the question.

I saw the smartest girl referring too. So, i guess i might as well take the advantage of referring. Whatever, it is...i hope to forget today.

TEST

TEST !!

I dont dare to bet I'll do well and certainly dont dare to declare that I wont do badly. Clearly, I realised that the way I used to approach the question is so much different comparing to right now.How to know when you're ready for test ? Everytime when exams draw near, we would self doubt. Questions and worries filled our mind. We will ponder over and over again. Still, life has to go on. Gotta find the strength to believe somehow.

Better Now...

Healed..once I gargled the warm salt water before bed. LOL
Checked for treatment in the Internet. It works !!
Happy Happy Happy

Thank You for the promise. Thank You for returning my book.
And yeah, my new book is with my close buddy. At least, I have more faith in her.
Tomorrow................?
I hate lazy and inefficient people. Stubbornness creates a lot of hardships in my life.
Why cant people be simpler ?
Would have made a lot of difference...*tsk tsk*

UNWELL

irritating throat...
uncomfortable feeling...weak yet disturbed
equals to suffering......
T T

When pain is enough

When comes to pain...wah seriously beh tahan.
Thinking about my wisdom teeth..I seriously thinking of not going through with the braces anymore.
I have to extract my wisdom teeth because both of them are growing horizontally. It will defeat the purpose of having a braces on.. if i chose not to proceed with the extraction. *cries*

From zero to hero..

Lets talk about class..

'WE' did a presentation on C (a minor) v DPP 1994 QBD. Initially we suppose to be in a group. But some left to join the other group. Left two..me and my buddy. My buddy was absent for the last week class..so,the burden its on me!!

Some groups..they have as much as 8 a group. Mine only two with one exception. *Handicapped'

Some groups they have laptops.. while we dont. Some groups, they have THE smartest ppl ( not as brilliant as the stalker laa) and we dont. Neither of us are of her calibre. Apa nak buat sekarang..??

Before our turn to present.. I whispered to my buddy that I will tell her what to write on the board based on what I know. And so sudden, my another close buddy came to class just minutes before our turn. I asked for her book and quickly search under Crime and Disorder Act 1998.That friend wasnt part of my group,tho..just WHEN we really need an extra one..*cries*

Our draft essay structure..at first was horrible. As I instruct her what to write a spontaneous one --a total different version form the draft..I did present too. Guess what?? Mine was the BEST of the lots. Lecturer was like praising us. Im like so happy. My product. My buddy was amazed and proud of me. My buddy was like saying.." you are so smart". From zero to hero, huh..

Mine was compared specifically with stalker's roomate's SAM former 'friend'..hers was a mess. wrong statute. Statute already appealed..masih guna yang lama punya..Inti v Inti..

Hopefully stalker will be proud of me..hehe

I saw the look at ppl..I just hope they dont hate me..

Honestly..im just happy that im not actually stupid. Defeating the biggest group plus having an added advantage with their laptops..is my proudest moment. ^ ^

CONTRACT GROUP

For my contract group, a couple also from Inti tried to counter my points. Once, I counter back. They never speak up again. Did I like scare them ?? Guess what..my answer was the right one. haha.. ^ ^

BETTER LEADER

But im a better leader compare to that bitch. She basically instruct people to do work. She rarely come to class. She act as though she is so 'BIG'...but actually smaller than me in the inside. I mean seriously. I just need stalker's help...what am i going to with her, Even, buddy said she's so bossy. I actually encourage my members to discuss. Although, literally asking chinese educated ppl to talk is literally commiting suicide.*sorry* So reserved. Even my lecturer got fed up the same members in my group. But, I wont give up on them.

They will be different..and I will do it my way.

Lovemo

Friends have been very emo lately. Rushing to be in a relationship. 'Peer Pressure'.

Some of those, hunger for a second chance.

Some...just lost.

If i were them..I look to God for HOPE !! *smilez*

awakening...to break the silence

This should be ONE way to describe MOST of my group members !!!!! *cries*

Only ME and my friend break the silence or..FORCED to.

When I put forward an argument to counter their points, I hope a feedback at least. Its okkay, no one is right or wrong...yet.....*cries*

Dont worry Im not like THAT Boss..I chose to encourage while she commands!!

My crush

HAHA..hope the title did not mislead uuuuuu !!! Im currently not into anybody since *cough cough*

Now, my attention is books and MORE books !! Crazy,right???? My Gary Slapper and David Kelly is ready to be collected. lol. Just when I thought I have to wait until June !!! KLCC, here I come !!

Inhuman

Two thieves laughed away as the pillion rider threw the victim's handbag right in front of my car !! How cruel ..? Its like they dont feel terrible at all for their crime !! Not remorseful. Young, and useless. No hope. Only darkness. *INHUMAN*

Jesus Paid the Price

Good Friday marks a VERY special day for us in our lives. He's the ONE who gave us a second chance when the world denies it. He defies all logic and rationality. He is my friend.

Jesus Christ is HIS name. He died to pay the debt for our sins. He beared it all. He redeemed us from guilt and shame. All for His love for us. Proven !!

" Who am I? That the eyes that see my sinWould look on me with loveAnd watch me rise again.Who am I? That the voice that calmed the sea,Would call out through the rain,And calm the storm in me.

Not because of who I am,But because of what you've done.Not because of what I've done,But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,Here today and gone tomorrow,A wave tossed in the ocean,A vapor in the wind.Still you hear me when I'm calling,Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,And you've told me who I am.I am yours. "

Dont mess with me...

Its cruel enough to control me,gal. You hardly know me!! lol. You may be the BOSS, but im the BIGGER boss than you are!!

Ouch

Careless..Dinner was in the oven. Just heated only. Digging my dinner on the oven tray (as it stuck to the tray)..and there my hand accidentally touched the top!!
So handicap now...**sad**
Shoud be alright in a couple of minutes. ^ ^

a hope laa

I just added a link to her blog. A girl with heart to adore and warm your soul. She's unbelievable friendly. She is the chosen ONE. And Im her angel.^ ^

Having known a stalker back in Inti, both of them share the ONE same similarities. That is the ' FUNNY ONE '. A term which my buddy would define me. lol.

Essay on royal prerogative. Of course, im doing that but having think that Sir havent return our assignments yet made me wonder if he has the time to mark it. I've completed my diminished responsibility. A page long which I dont think I would have MUCH of that time to write that long during exam. My mind literally focusing on time. Rushing!!!

My only hope now is that we'll have tutorial classes. I bet my classmates would give me a GOOD knock on the head. I see my time just passing by. Not sure if I know how to write a A class answer like my stalker did. I wish I know.