not at all

My mum went to China for eight days!! Most teens like us would be celebrating especially when both our parents are not at home. (my dad works in Perak). We would be writting down a list of things to do..things that we cant do. Probably it will the most happenings moments in our lives.

Not so..when you are the eldest child. Everything I need to do,accontable for..responsible for really put the loads on my shoulder and stresses me to the max. Having siblings,who dont appreciate every little thing you HAVE to do and the sacrifices makes me wonder how my mum really bears it all with so much patience. Unfortunately, Im not as good as my mum.

what does our creator wants?

Does HE want us to go to church every week?

Does HE want us to pray every night?

Does He want us to read the Bible everyday?

Does HE want us to be good to others even if thats not our will?

Does He want us to control ourself for our own good?

Does HE want us to forgive?

WHAT DOES HE WANTS?????????

ONly GOD AND THE HOLY SPIRIT KNOWS WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO US NEXT. BY READING THE BIBLE WHEN WE ARE AT OUR BEST, IT WILL GIVE YOU THE WISDOM YOU NEED TO MAKE IT THROUGH THE TOUGHEST TIME. THATS WHY,WE READ THE BIBLE EVERYDAY,TO AVOID MISTAKES AND PAINS AND REGRETS. "SHARING IS CARING" WE GO TO CHURCH TO LISTEN AND TO LEARN GREAT TESTIMONIES FROM

OUR BROTHERS AND SISTERS..TO AVOID MISTAKES AND WRONG DOINGS AND BAD DECISIONS MAKING. WE TREAT OTHERS GOOD BECAUSE IN THE BIBLE..IT DID STATE THAT IF WE TREAT OTHERS RIGHT,WE TREAT GOD RIGHT TOO!! FORGIVENESS IS SO POWERFUL!!HAD HE NOT ASKED THE FATHER TO FORGIVE US,WHERE WOULD WE BE THEN??

HE WENT THROUGH GREAT LENGTH TO SHOW US HOW HE LOVED US,AND ALL HE WANTS IS JUST A LITTLE IN RETURN.

my week

We'll be having ELS Test next Week!!Submitted my tutorial homework,Public Law to the counter clerk. Apparently,Im the only one in the gang that did so. Criminal Law lecturer will be away for 5 weeks. Not sure if Mr W will decide to have a replacement lecturer. Many did not like the idea of Mr K to take over.To me,I just hate replacement classes. I would prefer replacement lecturer.Ms M, she's so nice to me!! We have to do a presentation. We'll be doing the misrepresentation tutorial. Cant wait!! On the same week, we registered ourself as UWE student.

Every Saturday,we'll be having legal skills class. The lecturer is so "hot!!" A hottie and real looker. We'll be having our first verbal test (only ELS) on April and coursework assignment the same time.Our final exam is on early August.....So soon=)

To me the most strict lecturer would be Mr K. He's not at all strict as my former criminal lecturer but he's strict in the sense that he hates noisy people and will not tolerate any nonsense behaviour. Criminal lecturer does not like nonsense and ridiculous questions.

2day's

Unlike other lectures,contract lecture is very much alive. "thank God" I went to class early,much earlier than before.Thank stalker for her advice.*smile*

Okkay.Tomorrow is Valentine Day and today is the Friday the 13th.Tomorrow lovebirds will get to celebrate in the spirit of love. Today,many would stay at home to avoid bad happenings or bad luck.


Okkie!!Gotta study now!!
Tata

An army

An Army of DBKL with three big trucks swarm the area of Brickfields. Little do I kNow, they were to punish all owners of cars and bikes for illegal parking. With a stick,they used to carry the bikes up the truck. Many tried to escape,but failed. Sure enough,valentine is the last thing in their mind to celebrate.What a day,I reckon.

Slapped with heavy fines $$$

Its amazing

Its amazing..how Im one of those three ding dongs who often comes late to class. Its amazing how those who comes early rush for a front seat unlike my good old days. *strange* Its amazing how I really hate to sit right behind. Guess that, I can hardly pay attention to the lecturers. Its amazing,how today's criminal class is so boring. "ZZzzz" Its amazing,they want us to register as a UWE student *why??* Its amazing that I have yet to get my offer letter since my classes started last week. Its amazing how friendly are these people *smile* Its amazing how we chose law, a legal profession..a selfish profession,career and etc. It forbids us the luxurious of life that the world and our loved ones could offer to us..complete us all. Its amazing,why we chose law. Its amazing why are we so dumb. *The world cries*. Its amazing how some of us gave up our dream to marriage. Its amazing how we always look to the end when we need a begining to start with. Its amazing,that ladies are idealistic and man are realistic. Its amazing, my friend is going to get married soon..what should I say? "congrats" She hardly knows him.Do I question? Do I doubt?
Do I gamble? Its amazing..I cant do anything when a law student should be doing something. Am I nothing?? Then..amazing I am in my life. A different way.A different way. I am.

diary in genting

Last Friday class..contract was somewhat interesting.

I had fun in Genting. We went to the outdoor theme park. I had the most was the sail boat.Back and forth,it goes in a rather fast speed..it goes faster and faster. I practically felt that almost all physic priciples slapped on my face and beated my heart out of me!!

Wanted to play the Space Shot but too tired of lining up again!! It was a long long line. It was not as scary as we might think so. May be,i should try the flying coster too..oh,well NEXT time o.

Dinner..buffet style. I had loads of food. I had mostly Indians food. They were..yummy!! At night, we did a little shopping at First World.

And "good night"..

6th

Yesterday was Thursday..I dont have any classes.Happie!!Wednesday,I had Criminal.The lecturer.He's a cool man!!

I made a new friend again..her name is Ngai.She's cool too. We talked a lot and my buddies joined in too.

Class starts 2pm later..contract class.She will be the lecturer.3hours class.

This Saturday,some will be going down to Jalan Tunku Abdul Rahman to buy law books.I need the Constitutional and Administrative book..but quite pricey.

Going Genting this Sunday!!The happiest part in my life.Anyway,I still love her..

Today 3rd

Going through difficult time

This coming Sunday,will be off to Genting. At least, i will get to retreat myself from the pain but I know I cant run away from it forever.

My classes starts today!!
My ELS lecturer is from Australia..was a practiced lawyer back in Sarawak.
My public law lecturer
Young man..

I sat beside my two malaccan buddies. Everytime,I think of Malacca I think of oc. Oh,well..
Lets say they are very keen to do extremely well. I really enjoyed being with them!!
Anyway,tomorrow my class with start at 2pm considering I took my LAN subject back in my former college.

But daddy said he will have to send me off early as the car i supposedly use,sudah jatuh sakit. Guess that me and my baby,Palma are indeed having a bad day!!

Letting Her Go

"You know what..Its your life,its your call.I would neither intervene nor be too pushy. Your personal life is not of my best of interest."

I smsed this message to nc. Just when I thought she changed..she's just the same old brand new girl. I dont think I will be able to live to see the changes. Better let her go...Pain as it is,I guess healing is the start.But I do wish her the best..

I deleted all her previous smses..to start anew.Now my inbox is empty!!

GOODBYE!

the NEW chapter

Classes will begin tomorrow at 10am!!
Just so you know =)

Tuesday will start with ELS and end the day with Public Law (Constitutional and Administrative Law). From 10am to 1pm (3 hours)

Then an hour bREaK..and continue till 5pm.

Wish me luck,aite?Thanks a bunch!!