LOVE

Born from a personal friendship and mutual admiration,L.O.V.E

Years fly by, relationships come and go, but the desire for love remains

Diary of events!!

Okkay...

Remember about the virus that I have been telling you guys about it..thinking it could be my fault....??
Well, I DID tell my boss about it and yeah..he said that the scan was just a prank. I can just ignore it. Gosh, you have no idea how relief I am...

My brother scored 6a's and 1 b..while my nephew scored 6 E's and 1 C for the PMR. It wasnt his (my younger brother) fault he did not score A for his BM...lol..cant tell you why lo..sometimes there are things that are best to be kept to yourself...HAHA

At least...me and my brother have no reason to be sad but to be grateful. Hopefully,tmr new year eve will be different and better ending of all the years!!

Lunch at the Sheraton Imperial Hotel..I must said kudos to the chefs there for THE great and delicious meal. I must said I have never been satisfied for such a loooong time!! Even my colleagues and my boss really love it lots. Keep up the good work!!

Their sheppard pie..is my favourate!! My crush,my soul..my everything!! I had two!! Many loves their beef satay..i guess must be better than the kajang ones...their crab soup and tom yam noodle really reach above our expectations.

RM68++..of course you must be a member of privilege card..which actually design especially for couple. You guys will enjoy 50% off. Just in case you guys didnt know..the more people the lesser the discount. I guess you know why...the card was design for couple,it was never design for a large group.

May be I can take my girl there..Im sure buffet is something not familliar to her...on her birthday perhaps??

Tomorrow is my last day at work..Im gonna miss everyone of them. i just want to thank Ms C for the great opportunity and thank you for trusting me for handling your client cases. It means a lot.Neway, I have completed your research..its on my desk...HAHA..

HappY NeW yeAr sooN TO Be!!!

Faith can move mountains..can save you!!! (Christmas Faith Saves Human's Fear)

Christmas was yesterday....

Church in the morning...Senior Pastor's sermon was Human's fear saved by Christmas Faith.
Do you know that every bad news,there IS good news??
I bethcha some of you guys are thinking about karma now aite???
Well..in christian faith,every hurdle make us stronger in faith.

Friends have been pointing out on my weakness..FAITH..
Lack of faith...
Where is your faith??
Believe it, and make things happen...

Back in Form 5, my dear buddy Pyng confronted me on my faith...
THAT was then i realised Im struggling to put faith in God..and rest everything on Him.
Well...back then i was just a girl mah...young and immatured..

I guess I never change..still same old
Many have said I can never be serious..
Some say I just dont care about life and about them..
BUT the truth..I care a lot for my buddies and everything that my heart is very close to.
I cant be putting up a serious face all the time,buddy..
I joke a lot..but that doest mean I just dont care..wert

Faith..still aint my buddy yet
Still,im hoping that i will the strenght to believe the impossible possible..

Haiz

Haiz...

My comp in the firm attacked by virus. I have no idea how it came in...All I know my boss will ' kill ' me for good next week.

Arsenal draw with Liverpool..aiks

Im looking and searching for a dining place...but i guess ikea cafe,is the BEST!! I just hAte her idea of bringing her brother to tag alone...GOSH!!

I just cant wait for the lunch buffet!! I need to trim my hair..where???
I've completed my research...I've found THE case!!!wee...

Im bored..Boss not in office..im bored!!
Comp is sick...
Im dead...stress

NC called

Lunch time..and i got a call from someone who called me SEVEN times. I cant hear her voice until the seventh call. Its sounds like nc....and indeed it is!!

Very unexpected call from her. We have not talk to each other for 6 months but we did sms each other at least once a month.

She asked me out..and I kinda agreed. Tomorrow!! I have to decide where to go...and I have not make up my mind yet!! I will have to call her later tonight after the movie. My younger sis always plan things without me knowing of. She and her movies....

Well,I will have to bring my laptop to show her all the pictures taken during our Form 6 as promised 2 to 3 months ago.

list of hopes

Feeling rather unwell. Must be the girl thiggy. My sis told me that mum wants to go back Muar tomorrow. I was really shocked because I thought it was next week.

Im quite unproductive now. I just want to lie down on my bed and not thinking much about life. Im tired of wondering if what I wanted will ever be true.

I have been sitting at my desk in the firm, waiting for time to past me by and at the same time thinking of her. Next week, boss and her family as well as my colleague will be in Hong Kong for a week trip. Meaning,there will be officially no lawyers in the firm but two law students and a accounting clerk.

Of course, Ms C gave me a case to do a research on it and I have no clue to how do I go about it. Guess that if i managed to complete it as fast as possible, then I will be like any attachment law students sitting and waiting till 5.30pm. Gosh,thats boring..

I seriously hate civil cases!! There are all boring and dead. Decree Nisi, Equity and Trust, Family Law,Employment Law, Immigration Law, Land Law, Company Law..most of these laws are taught in 2nd and third year of law.

Yesterday,boss asked me..what is ratio decidendi. Well, of course I answerd correctly. Obiter dicta? She put it in a simple way,words said just mean for passing through and irrelevant to the case. She taught me how to do research. It will come handy for my next legal skills exams. Im hoping for a competent partner like the Segamat girl....I just dont like slacker.

I need my bundle back from my ex rommie. I want to see how th respondents did their bundles that put the appellants to shame. Even though it was a miserable day for me, at least there's McD to put a smile on my face again.

Where am i planing to study??? I have not decided. May be Christmas eve..I should be coming up an answer. Just when I tought of doing External, I changed my mind..What trouble me now is, money. I worry I will cause my family to bankrupt. I never going to be smart, never will...

All im good at is writting.........well,who cant?? You see it's basic that im good at. i guess i have a lot to do. I need to advance myself to the next level..

Friendship is always unfair. We dont threat our friends equally. Those who are close to my heart which are oc and nc only. But I dont really talk to them..because im sick of them telling me "im busy". Still,i just cant let them go....well..

Love,is...and will complete us. Many asked me when am I going to get married..I tell them if gay marriage is legal,then my marriage will be between 30-35. If its not, then i will forget about it. Someone asked me how many children would I want to have..If only i was a man, i would want two. But im just a girl.Thus, children is not something I think about. The chances are slim to start a family.

Family making....If i go by way how gays start a family..probably a daughter will be my choice. Mia,will be her name..inspired by nc. Its just a dream...

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Saya tidak fasih betutur dalam bahasa melayu. Macam mana?
Apa sekalipun,saya kena juga menguasai bahasa kebangsaan ini.

Great Taste,my FIRST meal

"Today, you cook curry laksa"
"Err..oookay"

Just when I thought it will be this Friday,but it wasnt. Anyway,minutes after I came back from the court in Jalan Duta..I have to prepare all the needed ingredients to cook curry laksa.

Haha..it turned out to be "hmmm..GOOD" Future chef,kot...*PERASAN*
Boss loves it!!


Well.....

Trouble communicating

Never knew...

After lunch at McD, I came back alone because my colleague has to go to the bank. Upon arrival at the door step..I saw a man waiting!!

Horror of all horror,he cant speak or understand English. I tried to communicate using the simplest English as possible,still I failed.

So, I have no choice but to speak Mandarin!!
Haha..I asked him if he can wait for someone just for awhile. He anwered " Now,is my lunch time. I need go back after lunch. I have work to do."

Since my mandarin very limited..I speak to him in English again, " I dont have the authority to sign" Then,he said.."ooo" then he asked " they will be back?

yes.
Then I will come back later ( cantonese.)
Okay.Im sorry.
You dont have to be sorry-(in cantonese.)
bye
bye.


..................

Im just glad he's away now.

EAT-MAKAN-

Lately.my posts have been looong and winding. I guess I have a lot to write.

This Friday, I will doing some cooking. Curry noodle!! Where?? With my boss, in the firm. Her idea to do so. I told her i was 'too young' to cook. Its an experince..first hand experice that I just cant wait to learn.

30th Dec, the firm will be having a buffet in the Sheraton Imperial Hotel for lunch. I hope to capture pictures with my colleagues.

makan and MORE makan!!

How Great is your University or College?

I read a friend's blog. Well,she is probably in Thailand now. Good for her!! It's just too bad for me that I wont be going for any overseas trip. Just when I thought I will be going to UK next Sept and tour Europe on the December, all these will not happen since....

Okkay,back to a friend's blog regarding to her life in public university. I can understand how she feels because in Inti,I felt the same!! Boredom often creeps in. Clearly, I wasnt having a blast time like I used to back in Form 6. Well, life changes...

Still, why keep bearing for the sake of graduating with a degree?? My buddy once told me not to remain in a place where you feel so uncomfortable or you'll end up suffering from depression. I believe that God has a plan to break me free and to prosper me. Leaving *college is best..

Yup, no doubt public university is better than private. Simply because the 'cream' students will be offered a place in local university while the 'rubbish students' will be rejected. Because of this rigid policy that the local uni are 'playing', many of my poor friends were deprived from continuing their higher education permanently. Over time, these 'cream students' will be dried up....*admit that!*

However 'rubbish students', can be recycle for greater use than they were used to be. Not all local uni students are actually smart or brilliant. Many of those who study in the private college or university are the ones that make the headlines.

To generalize that local uni students are much better than the private college and uni is rather unfair. It is a matter of their competence in the working world. It is not which type of uni either private or public that matters, its about the quality that the world wants.

The question now is; can the place you study now produce a calibre and competitive graduate that the world is seeking for ?

Not A Crime to Wait On God

Decisions......

In two weeks time,I need to make a decision. Either to do the Internal Programme or the External Programme; (LLB).

It's a decision, I just dont want to rush. Fortunately, my parents did not hurry me too. I admit that my decision to study in the college,I was in before was a mistake.

However, making friends there is definitely not a mistake. I will miss them a lot. All my lecturers as well except for one in particular. Dont blame me. Im just being honest.

I did the ' hands on approach ', reading blogs from the BAC students. Some were very frank and straight forward but there are some are enjoying themselves too.

Honestly, I dont trust any counsellors in any institutions. Once is too much for me. They cant give you the insight as a students as to the environment of the college or university but only to praise the achievement of the particular's institution academic records and to condemn other colleges.

Anyway..I will take my time.
Its not a crime to wait especially for God. I did not wait on God the last time I made my decision to study * college. Clearly, consequences have impacted me badly.

completed

I officially completed my work..weee!!
Boss forgot to to let me know that she will be going to court today.Hmm....
Boss said she should have taken me there to mingle with a group of Japanese youth there in court.
"what???"me no speak Japanese oo

Well...

LEARNING-NON STOP

Outstanding Trademark...?

I have no idea what on earth is that.

Okkay, boss belanja us seafood noodles. I aint a big fan but still I did taste it and..its taste normal oo.
I failed to fimish it as seafood its not my liking. Boss said its expensive.."Im sorry for the waste boss!!"

Colleague of mine taught me to wash the bowls before i depart for " UK" ONE day.*day dreaming* Boss said my attachment is to be extendend,not merely confine on studies or any relevance to law but to household chores.Boss's husband said they need to buy a washing machine so I can learn to wash my dirty laundry.O,well....

Learning.....NON-STOP

Experince is the best pay?

I have been working like hell here in this law firm. Work after another! What can be worse than that?!!Oh,well...yesterday I have to rush to finish the Affidavit in an hour time!! How ridiculous?? I have never seen so many plaintiffs and defendants in ONE case!!Just imagine me typing their names plus IC no.

Boss really putting pressure on me!! Apparently many attachment students before me were in the SAME situation like i am RIGHT now!! I'm not paid by ringgit and cents but by pressure or experince.Well...others can just sit at the corner and do petty stuffs and GOT paid while I...

oh,dear...
Im blogging now when I am suppose to finish up the chronology and to complete my research..
oooooo

FIRST day and Im tired

Some think working in KL is like a dream come true, at least a former classmate of mine think so. Well, I forgive her for bragging out loud that the firms in KL are head hunting her. "So,what??"

KL,is the last place on my mind to start my attachment or to build my career. But a city like that can offer SO much that is a need to advance in our career. Well....

I woke up at 6.55am. I took the LRT from Kelana Jaya..I have to wait in a queue. Squeeze my self in the packed LRT. I reached to Pasar Seni around 8.15am. Then, i start walking all the way to Pudu.

Reached to the doorstep of the firm, an accountant clerk,Sook Wei greeted me. " You are Miss Oh?" AND i replied "yup"

Ms Chan greeted me and gave me a case on family law. Tough case!!! She brought her children to the firm around 5.15pm. Oh,well,the firm Im working belongs to Ms Chan 's husband. The library is aint a formal library because Ms Chan's youngest child,3 years old plays his toys THERE!!

So much for a quite place,rite???

Went out lunch with Sook Wei. She is a sweet and humble girl. I had mix rice . Hmm...good=)

My siblings waited for me. They went jalan around KL, while Im stuck in the office till 5.30pm doing the research thinggy. I reached around 7.45pm....*tired*