LOVE

Born from a personal friendship and mutual admiration,L.O.V.E

Years fly by, relationships come and go, but the desire for love remains

Diary of events!!

Okkay...

Remember about the virus that I have been telling you guys about it..thinking it could be my fault....??
Well, I DID tell my boss about it and yeah..he said that the scan was just a prank. I can just ignore it. Gosh, you have no idea how relief I am...

My brother scored 6a's and 1 b..while my nephew scored 6 E's and 1 C for the PMR. It wasnt his (my younger brother) fault he did not score A for his BM...lol..cant tell you why lo..sometimes there are things that are best to be kept to yourself...HAHA

At least...me and my brother have no reason to be sad but to be grateful. Hopefully,tmr new year eve will be different and better ending of all the years!!

Lunch at the Sheraton Imperial Hotel..I must said kudos to the chefs there for THE great and delicious meal. I must said I have never been satisfied for such a loooong time!! Even my colleagues and my boss really love it lots. Keep up the good work!!

Their sheppard pie..is my favourate!! My crush,my soul..my everything!! I had two!! Many loves their beef satay..i guess must be better than the kajang ones...their crab soup and tom yam noodle really reach above our expectations.

RM68++..of course you must be a member of privilege card..which actually design especially for couple. You guys will enjoy 50% off. Just in case you guys didnt know..the more people the lesser the discount. I guess you know why...the card was design for couple,it was never design for a large group.

May be I can take my girl there..Im sure buffet is something not familliar to her...on her birthday perhaps??

Tomorrow is my last day at work..Im gonna miss everyone of them. i just want to thank Ms C for the great opportunity and thank you for trusting me for handling your client cases. It means a lot.Neway, I have completed your research..its on my desk...HAHA..

HappY NeW yeAr sooN TO Be!!!

Faith can move mountains..can save you!!! (Christmas Faith Saves Human's Fear)

Christmas was yesterday....

Church in the morning...Senior Pastor's sermon was Human's fear saved by Christmas Faith.
Do you know that every bad news,there IS good news??
I bethcha some of you guys are thinking about karma now aite???
Well..in christian faith,every hurdle make us stronger in faith.

Friends have been pointing out on my weakness..FAITH..
Lack of faith...
Where is your faith??
Believe it, and make things happen...

Back in Form 5, my dear buddy Pyng confronted me on my faith...
THAT was then i realised Im struggling to put faith in God..and rest everything on Him.
Well...back then i was just a girl mah...young and immatured..

I guess I never change..still same old
Many have said I can never be serious..
Some say I just dont care about life and about them..
BUT the truth..I care a lot for my buddies and everything that my heart is very close to.
I cant be putting up a serious face all the time,buddy..
I joke a lot..but that doest mean I just dont care..wert

Faith..still aint my buddy yet
Still,im hoping that i will the strenght to believe the impossible possible..

Haiz

Haiz...

My comp in the firm attacked by virus. I have no idea how it came in...All I know my boss will ' kill ' me for good next week.

Arsenal draw with Liverpool..aiks

Im looking and searching for a dining place...but i guess ikea cafe,is the BEST!! I just hAte her idea of bringing her brother to tag alone...GOSH!!

I just cant wait for the lunch buffet!! I need to trim my hair..where???
I've completed my research...I've found THE case!!!wee...

Im bored..Boss not in office..im bored!!
Comp is sick...
Im dead...stress

NC called

Lunch time..and i got a call from someone who called me SEVEN times. I cant hear her voice until the seventh call. Its sounds like nc....and indeed it is!!

Very unexpected call from her. We have not talk to each other for 6 months but we did sms each other at least once a month.

She asked me out..and I kinda agreed. Tomorrow!! I have to decide where to go...and I have not make up my mind yet!! I will have to call her later tonight after the movie. My younger sis always plan things without me knowing of. She and her movies....

Well,I will have to bring my laptop to show her all the pictures taken during our Form 6 as promised 2 to 3 months ago.

list of hopes

Feeling rather unwell. Must be the girl thiggy. My sis told me that mum wants to go back Muar tomorrow. I was really shocked because I thought it was next week.

Im quite unproductive now. I just want to lie down on my bed and not thinking much about life. Im tired of wondering if what I wanted will ever be true.

I have been sitting at my desk in the firm, waiting for time to past me by and at the same time thinking of her. Next week, boss and her family as well as my colleague will be in Hong Kong for a week trip. Meaning,there will be officially no lawyers in the firm but two law students and a accounting clerk.

Of course, Ms C gave me a case to do a research on it and I have no clue to how do I go about it. Guess that if i managed to complete it as fast as possible, then I will be like any attachment law students sitting and waiting till 5.30pm. Gosh,thats boring..

I seriously hate civil cases!! There are all boring and dead. Decree Nisi, Equity and Trust, Family Law,Employment Law, Immigration Law, Land Law, Company Law..most of these laws are taught in 2nd and third year of law.

Yesterday,boss asked me..what is ratio decidendi. Well, of course I answerd correctly. Obiter dicta? She put it in a simple way,words said just mean for passing through and irrelevant to the case. She taught me how to do research. It will come handy for my next legal skills exams. Im hoping for a competent partner like the Segamat girl....I just dont like slacker.

I need my bundle back from my ex rommie. I want to see how th respondents did their bundles that put the appellants to shame. Even though it was a miserable day for me, at least there's McD to put a smile on my face again.

Where am i planing to study??? I have not decided. May be Christmas eve..I should be coming up an answer. Just when I tought of doing External, I changed my mind..What trouble me now is, money. I worry I will cause my family to bankrupt. I never going to be smart, never will...

All im good at is writting.........well,who cant?? You see it's basic that im good at. i guess i have a lot to do. I need to advance myself to the next level..

Friendship is always unfair. We dont threat our friends equally. Those who are close to my heart which are oc and nc only. But I dont really talk to them..because im sick of them telling me "im busy". Still,i just cant let them go....well..

Love,is...and will complete us. Many asked me when am I going to get married..I tell them if gay marriage is legal,then my marriage will be between 30-35. If its not, then i will forget about it. Someone asked me how many children would I want to have..If only i was a man, i would want two. But im just a girl.Thus, children is not something I think about. The chances are slim to start a family.

Family making....If i go by way how gays start a family..probably a daughter will be my choice. Mia,will be her name..inspired by nc. Its just a dream...

..

Saya tidak fasih betutur dalam bahasa melayu. Macam mana?
Apa sekalipun,saya kena juga menguasai bahasa kebangsaan ini.

Great Taste,my FIRST meal

"Today, you cook curry laksa"
"Err..oookay"

Just when I thought it will be this Friday,but it wasnt. Anyway,minutes after I came back from the court in Jalan Duta..I have to prepare all the needed ingredients to cook curry laksa.

Haha..it turned out to be "hmmm..GOOD" Future chef,kot...*PERASAN*
Boss loves it!!


Well.....

Trouble communicating

Never knew...

After lunch at McD, I came back alone because my colleague has to go to the bank. Upon arrival at the door step..I saw a man waiting!!

Horror of all horror,he cant speak or understand English. I tried to communicate using the simplest English as possible,still I failed.

So, I have no choice but to speak Mandarin!!
Haha..I asked him if he can wait for someone just for awhile. He anwered " Now,is my lunch time. I need go back after lunch. I have work to do."

Since my mandarin very limited..I speak to him in English again, " I dont have the authority to sign" Then,he said.."ooo" then he asked " they will be back?

yes.
Then I will come back later ( cantonese.)
Okay.Im sorry.
You dont have to be sorry-(in cantonese.)
bye
bye.


..................

Im just glad he's away now.

EAT-MAKAN-

Lately.my posts have been looong and winding. I guess I have a lot to write.

This Friday, I will doing some cooking. Curry noodle!! Where?? With my boss, in the firm. Her idea to do so. I told her i was 'too young' to cook. Its an experince..first hand experice that I just cant wait to learn.

30th Dec, the firm will be having a buffet in the Sheraton Imperial Hotel for lunch. I hope to capture pictures with my colleagues.

makan and MORE makan!!

How Great is your University or College?

I read a friend's blog. Well,she is probably in Thailand now. Good for her!! It's just too bad for me that I wont be going for any overseas trip. Just when I thought I will be going to UK next Sept and tour Europe on the December, all these will not happen since....

Okkay,back to a friend's blog regarding to her life in public university. I can understand how she feels because in Inti,I felt the same!! Boredom often creeps in. Clearly, I wasnt having a blast time like I used to back in Form 6. Well, life changes...

Still, why keep bearing for the sake of graduating with a degree?? My buddy once told me not to remain in a place where you feel so uncomfortable or you'll end up suffering from depression. I believe that God has a plan to break me free and to prosper me. Leaving *college is best..

Yup, no doubt public university is better than private. Simply because the 'cream' students will be offered a place in local university while the 'rubbish students' will be rejected. Because of this rigid policy that the local uni are 'playing', many of my poor friends were deprived from continuing their higher education permanently. Over time, these 'cream students' will be dried up....*admit that!*

However 'rubbish students', can be recycle for greater use than they were used to be. Not all local uni students are actually smart or brilliant. Many of those who study in the private college or university are the ones that make the headlines.

To generalize that local uni students are much better than the private college and uni is rather unfair. It is a matter of their competence in the working world. It is not which type of uni either private or public that matters, its about the quality that the world wants.

The question now is; can the place you study now produce a calibre and competitive graduate that the world is seeking for ?

Not A Crime to Wait On God

Decisions......

In two weeks time,I need to make a decision. Either to do the Internal Programme or the External Programme; (LLB).

It's a decision, I just dont want to rush. Fortunately, my parents did not hurry me too. I admit that my decision to study in the college,I was in before was a mistake.

However, making friends there is definitely not a mistake. I will miss them a lot. All my lecturers as well except for one in particular. Dont blame me. Im just being honest.

I did the ' hands on approach ', reading blogs from the BAC students. Some were very frank and straight forward but there are some are enjoying themselves too.

Honestly, I dont trust any counsellors in any institutions. Once is too much for me. They cant give you the insight as a students as to the environment of the college or university but only to praise the achievement of the particular's institution academic records and to condemn other colleges.

Anyway..I will take my time.
Its not a crime to wait especially for God. I did not wait on God the last time I made my decision to study * college. Clearly, consequences have impacted me badly.

completed

I officially completed my work..weee!!
Boss forgot to to let me know that she will be going to court today.Hmm....
Boss said she should have taken me there to mingle with a group of Japanese youth there in court.
"what???"me no speak Japanese oo

Well...

LEARNING-NON STOP

Outstanding Trademark...?

I have no idea what on earth is that.

Okkay, boss belanja us seafood noodles. I aint a big fan but still I did taste it and..its taste normal oo.
I failed to fimish it as seafood its not my liking. Boss said its expensive.."Im sorry for the waste boss!!"

Colleague of mine taught me to wash the bowls before i depart for " UK" ONE day.*day dreaming* Boss said my attachment is to be extendend,not merely confine on studies or any relevance to law but to household chores.Boss's husband said they need to buy a washing machine so I can learn to wash my dirty laundry.O,well....

Learning.....NON-STOP

Experince is the best pay?

I have been working like hell here in this law firm. Work after another! What can be worse than that?!!Oh,well...yesterday I have to rush to finish the Affidavit in an hour time!! How ridiculous?? I have never seen so many plaintiffs and defendants in ONE case!!Just imagine me typing their names plus IC no.

Boss really putting pressure on me!! Apparently many attachment students before me were in the SAME situation like i am RIGHT now!! I'm not paid by ringgit and cents but by pressure or experince.Well...others can just sit at the corner and do petty stuffs and GOT paid while I...

oh,dear...
Im blogging now when I am suppose to finish up the chronology and to complete my research..
oooooo

FIRST day and Im tired

Some think working in KL is like a dream come true, at least a former classmate of mine think so. Well, I forgive her for bragging out loud that the firms in KL are head hunting her. "So,what??"

KL,is the last place on my mind to start my attachment or to build my career. But a city like that can offer SO much that is a need to advance in our career. Well....

I woke up at 6.55am. I took the LRT from Kelana Jaya..I have to wait in a queue. Squeeze my self in the packed LRT. I reached to Pasar Seni around 8.15am. Then, i start walking all the way to Pudu.

Reached to the doorstep of the firm, an accountant clerk,Sook Wei greeted me. " You are Miss Oh?" AND i replied "yup"

Ms Chan greeted me and gave me a case on family law. Tough case!!! She brought her children to the firm around 5.15pm. Oh,well,the firm Im working belongs to Ms Chan 's husband. The library is aint a formal library because Ms Chan's youngest child,3 years old plays his toys THERE!!

So much for a quite place,rite???

Went out lunch with Sook Wei. She is a sweet and humble girl. I had mix rice . Hmm...good=)

My siblings waited for me. They went jalan around KL, while Im stuck in the office till 5.30pm doing the research thinggy. I reached around 7.45pm....*tired*

Random -.~

Jia Huey took this picture!! Look at Jian Bin and Sylvia *rajinnya* disgussing..on legal skills..or the latest hit US drama..??

Siblings said I looks like one of the character in DeathNote. Well, I dont really like anime,except for Girl from Hell and Ranma 1/2.

I took this picture ONCE my younger sis went to work. Well, I was bored. No sis,NO fun!! Mummy keeps reminding to read the Bible..instead of wasting TIME!!!

NOW,I'm...
Working on to get my contact lences...

Will be starting my attachment next week!! Im excited!!

God Bless U!!

Review

REVIEW...

I received the HELP Law Review from the college itself. I just want to thank them for the GREAT Law Review and updates that they posted to me late last year. It did give me a clear picture of reading law.

LOOK!!

My former classmates!! Huge gang,right?? Most of them are HOT and yup, they are still single!!

oUch

Back from dental appointment.Finally, i have screws at both upper side of my teeth.Painful is one word to describe. Later,have to get panadol to ease the pain.

eyes

I did something MUM!!

At least I did something..and be recognized for it!!

Law Awareness Week!!

One More DAY book

Mitch Albom

the author of One More Day...

This book is about forgiving,sharing and LOVE.

For One More Day by Mitch Albom is the story of a man who gets the chance to spend one more day with his mother, who died 8 years earlier. In the vein of Albom's The Five People You Meet in Heaven, For One More Day takes readers to a place between life and death in a story of redemption and one man's struggle to deal with his ghosts.

Oprah Winfrey suggested this book to her audience..and Harpo Productions actually produced a show based on this title..."One More Day" and was aired on the September on ABC.

I saw a bit of it in todays' Oprah's Show. Its about business man who who was at verge of breakdown. He decided to take his life. HE drove and met an accident. Thats when the story starts. He was brought back to his house when he was a child. Her mum who supposedly passed away..re-appear again.

Words were not told or expressed..or confess. One More Day reminds us how life is short. Never say tomorrow..let it be today,the tomorrow.This is a moral tale, full of life lessons ..which this book can offer you!!

One More Day with OC

If you have one more day with your loved ones,what would you do? what would say?

Often times,many of us think that life is long,many think life is about making money,many think is about searching for the right one,some just dont really care what life is all about!!

Well,if i have one more day with oc, i will appreciate every minute with her. I will not just sit and stare at her or wait for her to approach me..i will make an effort to greet her. Its just too bad,all this can be done if I have the chance and I wonder will it come EVER true?

=(

My heart crashed..as I saw my result.
Lost and feeling so stupid and useless.

But my parents still have faith in me,
I thank them lots.

Stereotyping is the most immature behaviour

I came across of this Malaysian singer,when I was browsing about Malaysia gay people the night when i suppose to study Criminal Law as my exam was the next day.

Some claim she's gay..they are not sure if the pictures of her as tomboy and her hot gf is actually the singer. Still, what with the comments laa..as though they never see gays before..oh,if really..then its too bad. They are like katak di bawah tempurung. They just stay in their fantasy world..did not venture into the real world!!

I respect those who really be who they are. Being in disguise, can be tiring. Some gays hide their sexuality, fear of rejection and discrimination. They married to their straight spouse, cry to sleep. Some suffer from depression. Some think of suicidal. Some prayed. Some in search of acceptance. Some took drugs. Some wonder why. Some are lonely. Some are unloved. Some was judge as criminal offenders. Some treated as animals.

Religion and the Holy book. " Its a sin!!" Why community generally discriminate this group of people?? All because they felt God did not create man and man to be together. Adam and Steve?? Guess what, my pastor said its WRONG to discriminate. God did not discriminate. Why should you? In other words, discrimination is "sinful". Pastor Rebecca said that the MOST sinful sin is when you said " I did not sin. Im pure" In other words, I sinned,you sinned. Why go around putting comments with your stereotype thoughts or judgements since you aint a saint??

If you want to help,the least you can do..is by helping them. Pray for them. Not need to bla bla bla.If anyone have never listen to you and your nonsense thoughts, why should they now?? Stereotyping is the most immature behaviour.

Give them a chance. Show them the respect. Help one another. Love them.

driving..

Driving, and more driving gives me the pain on my chest,my back.my head and my mind. I'm not a big fan driving in the noon,under the bright shining sun. I can feel myself melting in my car. I can be quite a moody driver or at times,I can be aggresive.

Usually at night,Im more calm and relax. I prefer driving at night.

Mixture of Events

Well,I just got back from making a new passport in Pusat Damansara. The parking,I must say it's nothing but a big headache. The parking space is so limited. Even there are legal parking areas, it will either at the smelly parking basement or the the expensive parking lot.

I can see many chose to park their car at the illegal space. Mind you,many of the parking areas in the basement are reserved for the employees there. Well,my car was parked at one of those illegal space and we did not get a ticket for it!!

As we,were walking..two V6 Proton Perdana crashed into another. I saw the reaction of the Chinese lady when her car got hitted by this Malay man. The Malay man apologise profusely to the lady. I do hope she forgives him. Well,in that area..accident can happen!!No doubt.

I had breakfast in one of the mamak shop. I had french toast. At first, I told my mum that im not hungry but my mum insist me. The french toast cost RM 2 and I had teh tarik for Rm 1. Not bad right?? Good price.

I guess as I am blogging now,my current classmates are busy with their attachments especially the Leeds Law students wannabe. While the rest, may be working at the shopping mall as part-timer. A few, may be slacking or busy bombing their ATM.

Well...

plans

My mum bought me a new oven..just minutes ago. I am so thrilled about it. Now, I can make my cookies. I promised the owners of the Sukico Cafe, to let them try my cookies. Gosh, I really hope my cookies turn up well. I'm not that ambitious of competing with Amos. Im still new at it. Hopefully, I can open a business one day.

I do have a dream of opening a business, a cafe. Yup,I should be in culinary school instead of being in a law school. Whatever,it is I do hope for the best. I just hope God can help me and lead me. Mind you, we are here in this world is not to seek our purpose of living but to fulfil God's. Remind yourself. God is kind to supply all your needs in your live. Dont worry if there will be one day, you will be having nothing at all.

Philippians 4:19
And my God will supply all your needs according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus.

2 Corinthians 9:8
And God is able to make all grace abound to you, so that always having all sufficiency in everything, you may have an abundance for every good deed;

Jeremiah 29:11
know the plans that I have for you, declares the LORD. They are plans for peace and not disaster, plans to give you a future filled with hope.

Sorry,I really hope I'm not that preachy for you. I just want to share God's word with you!! Trust me, HE really is real. He performed many miracles in my life. HE's good,I tell you. Even, I know Im not straight,but still God is with me. In fact,much closer this time.

Anyway,have a great weekends!!

money,its funny

I am officially broke today!! No,im not joking. I am serious about it. I did not have a proper budget planing. Its my fault. I just grab on impulse. I didnt really put much thought on it. However, I did not regret the pants and tie I bought which rob me a lot!!

This Sunday,I will be going out with my schoolmate to One U. Well, i described the mall as the Cube Mall. There is no theme to the design unlike the Egypt Mall. Like all the wise men said "Never judge a book by its cover". One U is popular shopping mall among all age groups alike. Im so in love with the Cube Mall aka the Confusing design. We are going to catch a movie together. And yes, Im officially broke. I hope my mama would borrow me some money.

I have always wanted to go out with my new crush. Well, she agreed to go out with me. WAIT a minute!! Are you??? *cough cough cough* Its for you to judge. No comment. Im not sure if my mama will borrow me money again. Gosh,I hope so. I really want to go out with her so badly. I really miss her a lot.I remember holding her hand and walk with her. Its just feels so right.

Have you ever hold hands with your special ones?? It doesnt matter if its with your siblings,parents or anyone special..Im sure you will feel the sense of security. LOVE...

Alrite..gotta book the movie tickets now. Blog later...

there's no ending to learning a language

It is indeed difficult,if not impossible for me to enter Leeds with my poor STPM results. I have to admit it that I regretted a lot. I could have done better. However, the fact that I didnt. Thus, I opt for Hull University instead. I really hope they accept me and willing to forgive of my past results.

Even I know its not compulsory for Hull Law Students to do attachment with law firm and International English Language Test System (IELTS), I just want to do something!! Something that will benefit me instead of me being unproductive during these two months break. What a slacker.I would be!!

IELTS is something similar to MUET (Malaysia University English Test). What's MUET ? MUET is a compulsory paper for all Form Sixers. Even as some would not want to opt for local university, they still HAVE to take this paper. Unlike IELTS, MUET highest band is band 6.

Both IELTS and MUET,will test students' skills in four areas. listening,reading,speaking and writing. For Malaysians, you can take IELTS in any IDP centers. For example,Subang (opposite Taylor's college) Thats where I will be taking.

Please browse the website below to know further about IELTS
http://www.ielts.org/

And MUET
http://www.malaysia-students.com/2007/07/malaysian-university-english-test-muet.html

Please be assured the required band you guys need to obtain. Usually the best the universities will imposed a higher band. So, keep yourself informed all the requirements you have to achieve,so you would not regret. Strive hard but pray harder.

Good news!!

Great News!!

I have found a firm who willing enough to accept me for one month period attachment!!
Tell me,how many would??? I was introduced by Ms Alison to this firm. I just want to thank Ms C for this oppurtunity!! I really appreciate it a lot.

Finally,I bought my favourate pants in the Egypt mall. Gosh,luckly they have my size!! Praise God!! I am so happy!! la la la....

Me and my siblings went an outing together in threesome mall !! We had supper together at the Sweden Mall. Hotdogs...hmmm GOOOD!!

will upload picture of my NEW Romp pants!!
wait!!!

My type of Clothing!!

BACK in demand!!

Hello and welcome!! I love Romp so much!! Do you?? They say only the Sungai Wang people would shop there. Well, no comment. I love Romp because it suits me well!! Im not a big fan to more formal wear like Padini,Nichii,Dorothy Perkins and etc..

I am more towards active clothing and other products something like Extreme, Body Glove, Tropicana Life, Radioactive, and ROMP!! They are not that expensive and they reflect me, my personality perfectly. What a match..

Mind you, I do shop at warehouse!! Where goods are priced at a reasonable price!! Im not that person who would have the thing for branded stuffs!! Its not about how expensive your clothes are,its about how well do you match ur clothes. "Dress to Impress"

love you....