THE ULTIMATE

NO CLASS TILL FRIDAY....

IM BORED, I SHOULDNT BE BORED. WHY?? ASSIGNMENT'S DUE DATE IS AT THE CORNER AND FINAL IS SO SOON. SCARY-NYA....

WHAT I DID..?
STUDY CONTRACT [ EXCLUSION CLAUSE ]
LISTENING TO ADAM LAMBERT'S IDOL SONGS; BACKSTREET BOYS AND CHRIS DAUGHTRY.
BATTLING WITH THE 'HUNTED' TOUGHTS. "HATE IT"
LOST MY WAY BACK!! TOOK THE WRONG WAY. DROVE ALL THE WAY TO THE SHAH ALAM TOLL (NO IDEA WHAT TOLL WAS THAT)

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THERE IS A LESBIAN COUPLE BEFORE MY EYES HUGGING SO INTIMATELY. DONT WORRY, THEY ARE CHINESE. FREELY EXPRESSING THEMSELVES. SYOK-NYA. I HAD THE THOUGHT THEY WERE GAY..FROM THE FIRST LOOK. BOTH FROM DIFFERENT COLLEGE. ONE FROM ONE COLLEGE IN SUBANG AND ANOTHER FROM KL. THEY MET, AND THE ' LOVE STORY' GOES ON !!

ALSO
A GIRL WHO HAS A BOYFRIEND TOYING AROUND WITH ANOTHER GUY WHO IS TWO YEARS YOUNGER THAN HER. EVERYONE THOUGHT THEY ARE AN 'ITEM'. WHEN, IT SHOULD BE ' ITEM PLUS 'S' '. WHAT ABOUT HER CURRENT BOY BOY..OO?? NAUGHTY BITCH !! THATS THE POWER WHEN YOU ARE EXTREMELY BEAUTIFUL.

Just know it

I have friends are having a special feeling for someone they admired lots....

Its good. Not many would elaborate further. When you fall for someone, isnt it better to express it like i did before???

Relationship thing is there at my list..is it my priority?? I dont want to think it IS. Aunty Lily said this all will fall naturally..when times come, you JUST know it.

Sunday Class

I love Sunday class...unlike any typical weekday classes. It was awkward at first..but boleh tahan laa.

Had vegetarian Indian Food...Im not a big fan for healthy food. Im a 'meat' person. The meal I had was Khasmir Fried Rice. So, there was a difference. It taste like butter rice. It wasnt well seasoned..and was extremely oily. Overall, was okay only. The most shocking was that, they have the sea coconut ice blended..which was GREAT!! I love it lots.

ROLLER COASTER

LIFE IS UNCERTAIN. A MINUTE CAN CHANGE YOUR LIFE. I MEAN IMPACT US REAL GOOD.

YEAH,YESTERDAY WAS A DRAMATIC DAY FOR ME. I HATE YESTERDAY. THATS WHY I LOOK SO FORWARD TODAY ..IN HEALING MYSELF. MY WEARY HEART.

HONESTLY, I DONT LIKE THE AH BENGS AND AH LIENS (WHICHEVER WAY YOU SPELL IT) I MEAN, EVEN ITS A FASHION THING..BUT THERE'S A BOUNDARY WHEN FASHION MEETS RUBBISH. CLOTH AND SHITS JUST DONT GO TOGETHER. HAIRSTYLE, OVER THE TOP..I MEAN IS IT NECESSARY AT ALL??? HAIHZ...

OUTING (FLASHBACK)

I REALLY FELT 'HOME' TODAY. ADORE AND ENJOY MY FORM 6 FRIENDS TILL NOW. THEY ROCK!! ITS AMAZING FEELING. I WAS INTERROGATED REALLY BAD IN LRT..AS THOUGH I'VE JUST COMMITTED AN OFFENCE..WHICH I DIDNT. I LOVE TO UPDATE MY LIFE TO MY CLOSE CLOSE BUDDIES AND NOT TO ACQUAINTANCES...AND..THATS WHY I DIDNT GO FOR THE BIDARIANZ GATHERING. *HONEST* I DONT WANT TO BE SEEN AS A MYSTERIOUS GIRL.

LOVE LIFE

IM NOT SEEING ANYONE. BACK IN FORM 6, YEAH..I LIKE SOMEONE NEXTDOOR. BUT WHAT THE HELL, SHE'S GETTING MARRIED THIS YEAR. I WAS A SHAKEN BUT I NEVER THOUGHT OF SUICIDAL..AT ALL !! LIFE IS MUCH MORE THAN THIS!!

SO, I TURN TO GOD. TURN MY WAY AROUND.

SHE'S OUT OF MY LIFE,BUT GOD'S IN

EVERYTHING CHANGED. I BECAME THE GIRL I ALWAYS DREAMT OF. SMART. I HAVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY REVISING MY STUDIES AND ABLE TO PRESENT SUPERB TUTORIAL WORKS WELL AND PRESENTATIONS. I AM SO IMPRESSED. THATS WHEN I CHANGED..MY WAY...

MAY 16....

I WAS INVITED TO HER BIRTHDAY PARTY. I DIDNT ATTEND. I HEARD NO UPDATES..I THOUGHT SHE CANCELLED IT...BUT SHE DIDNT!! NEVERTHELESS, ITS BETTER I DONT GO. AWAY FROM THE DISTRACTION...

SMACKED BY

LECTURER WAS FRUSTRATED AND INCONVINCED ABOUT OUR CAPABILITY. WE SUCK SO BAD...I MEAN THAT BAD ??

ALRIGHT, SHE SAID IN AN EXTREME CONVINCING TONE THAT..ONLY A FEW WOULD MAKE IT THROUGH TO UK. ONLY A HANDFUL WILL DO WELL. THE REST...? JUST SLEEP UNDER COCONUT TREE BY THE BEACH READING "HOW TO END WITHOUT BEGIN? "

SHE SAID FURTHER THAT FOR THE FIRST IN A LONG TIME,THIS CLASS COULD BE THE WORST. AND I SAID TO MYSELF "WTH??" I CERTAINLY AGREED WITH HER ON ONE POINT THAT THE UOL STUDENTS ARE ACTUALLY MORE CAPABLE THAN THE TRANSFER STUDENTS.

LOOK AT THEM!!

CARELESS

DEPRESSING MOOD!!

THE PRESENTATION WAS MISERABLE. I BLAME MYSELF. I GAVE THE WRONG REMEDY. CARELESSNESS. STUPID STUPID STUPID ME!!

NOW THE WORLD KNOWS IM STUPID.

SHOULD HAVE GONE FOR NEGLIGENCT RATHER FOR INNOCENT. SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER. STILL..

I FEEL SO STUPID......

BANG BANG BOOM

CAR ACCIDENT!!

TOP VIEW FROM THE ORGANIC CAFE.

YUP, I HAD MY MISERABLE SUPER HEALTHY LUNCH IN THE ORGANIC CAFE. I HATED IT!! THANK GOD, MY FRIEND BELANJA ME!! PHEW.....